Disappointed.

I din tink you would do such a ting, at least to me. But I was so wrong when I saw your name appear there. =.= Wads ur motive?? You made me feel disappointed, really disappointed.

I kept trying to remind myself, "Life is cool", but "Why? Why? Why?" keeps popping into my head.

Today's a rainy day and god, I felt so sleepy at work. Wasnt productive at all! haha. I wana continue slacking tomorrow, do my tings slowly and enjoy the time passing by. I feel so lazy! :X I din like going to work. Office politics and a cold war going on everyday. Sick and tired of it. I told myself to ignore everyting around me. I am gonna start to take tings one step at a time, do what I am supposed to do, and not caring about any other tings other than the tings I am supposed to be concerned with. Then when time is ripe, I would just say "Bye".

Aniwae, I am really those sort who can treat you nicely if you treat me nicely. I can give you the same treatment, even twice of what you treat me. This is me. (: But if you really try to step on me, dun blame me when I give you a double treatment of it back.

I guess this is life. But I wana be smiling. At least I wan to try to smile when the odds are against me. I wan to be a new me. (: