Something is missing..

Being random~

Thanks YJ for taking leave just to celebrate my birthday for me. Tink he is much more excited than me. lol. In the morning, he went early to J8 to book tickets for the Liang Zi Qiang ghost show. Haha. Nice and funni de show. First story was creative, teach u how to earn money :X Second story was abit scary. Third story was more on kinship, and it was quite funny. Lol. =P

Then, he brought me to have a feast yest at Bali Thai (if i am not wrong about the name). Expensive feast which serves both Indonesian and Thai food for buffet.

YJ's test tube drink, out from the chemistry lab. Lol. His is nice. Mine tasted horrible lah. Never gonna order this drink ever ever again. Tastes more like soursop than lychee. Gosh. Sour si ler. T.T

My two favourite dishes - Pandan Chicken and Sambal Sotong. Yum!

Okay, that concludes our buffet lunch and our only meal for yesterday. :D

He also bought me a birthday gift. Thanks~

Received many birthday wishes yesterday, especially after midnight. Thanks so much for the wishes. =)

I had hoped so much that THEY would wish me, THEY that never onlined in my msn animore. THEY that I had lost contact wif. At least that would make me feel happy cuz they remembered I existed. But then again, I wished wif a small percentage in my heart that THEY din, so that I would noe I shouldnt hope so much animore. But if that happened, I would feel damn disappointed. So much contradictions. I miss THEM.

Well, slightly after midnight, I felt hopes were dashed. I felt disappointed. No offline msgs, no smses, no calls. Noting at all. Then suddenly like magic, those wishes from them came. I felt happy for a moment. Then..disappointed and sad. Things just arent the same animore..The efforts arent so much animore. I couldnt request for aniting else. I just cant. Even if I did, those requests wun be fulfilled, even on my birthday. Then I tot back about tings that happened weeks ago. Was the action done on purpose? Or you remembered? Or cuz you were notified? I hope that its cuz you remembered. Afterall I din c any recent activity until yest after midnight. So I guess you remembered and came just to wish me. As fast as that happened, it was gone. The day I was looking forward to was over. There is no other days that I know, I would still remain contact wif you all, or know I am still in your hearts.

Couldnt sleep. Thank God I slept in the afternoon yesterday. I knew I will feel this way but I just cant stop the way I am feeling. Felt the urge to do wad D's ex did. I told myself I would never do that, but the urge came. Habits are just too hard to kick. I expected more..

Officially older by one year. Arent really happy though. Tings are missing in my life.