THE PRECIOUS MEMORIES

Felt like writing something here.

2009-08-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

A true winner is someone who wins peoples' hearts as well as excel acamedically. A person who wishes to win in ALL aspects at ALL times are people unlikely to compromise at times and unlikely to be popular. They think that they are ALWAYS right and wants tings in their favour. An overly headstrong and determined person can be super irritating too when he/she doesnt get the tings he/she wants and I do mean, IMMEDIATELY.

^_^ Starting today I live a life minus 1. I consider her out of my life. 2 is wad I have, not 3.

Something is missing..

2009-08-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

Being random~

Thanks YJ for taking leave just to celebrate my birthday for me. Tink he is much more excited than me. lol. In the morning, he went early to J8 to book tickets for the Liang Zi Qiang ghost show. Haha. Nice and funni de show. First story was creative, teach u how to earn money :X Second story was abit scary. Third story was more on kinship, and it was quite funny. Lol. =P

Then, he brought me to have a feast yest at Bali Thai (if i am not wrong about the name). Expensive feast which serves both Indonesian and Thai food for buffet.

YJ's test tube drink, out from the chemistry lab. Lol. His is nice. Mine tasted horrible lah. Never gonna order this drink ever ever again. Tastes more like soursop than lychee. Gosh. Sour si ler. T.T

My two favourite dishes - Pandan Chicken and Sambal Sotong. Yum!

Okay, that concludes our buffet lunch and our only meal for yesterday. :D

He also bought me a birthday gift. Thanks~

Received many birthday wishes yesterday, especially after midnight. Thanks so much for the wishes. =)

I had hoped so much that THEY would wish me, THEY that never onlined in my msn animore. THEY that I had lost contact wif. At least that would make me feel happy cuz they remembered I existed. But then again, I wished wif a small percentage in my heart that THEY din, so that I would noe I shouldnt hope so much animore. But if that happened, I would feel damn disappointed. So much contradictions. I miss THEM.

Well, slightly after midnight, I felt hopes were dashed. I felt disappointed. No offline msgs, no smses, no calls. Noting at all. Then suddenly like magic, those wishes from them came. I felt happy for a moment. Then..disappointed and sad. Things just arent the same animore..The efforts arent so much animore. I couldnt request for aniting else. I just cant. Even if I did, those requests wun be fulfilled, even on my birthday. Then I tot back about tings that happened weeks ago. Was the action done on purpose? Or you remembered? Or cuz you were notified? I hope that its cuz you remembered. Afterall I din c any recent activity until yest after midnight. So I guess you remembered and came just to wish me. As fast as that happened, it was gone. The day I was looking forward to was over. There is no other days that I know, I would still remain contact wif you all, or know I am still in your hearts.

Couldnt sleep. Thank God I slept in the afternoon yesterday. I knew I will feel this way but I just cant stop the way I am feeling. Felt the urge to do wad D's ex did. I told myself I would never do that, but the urge came. Habits are just too hard to kick. I expected more..

Officially older by one year. Arent really happy though. Tings are missing in my life.

THEY are gone....

2009-08-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

While waiting for the stamina in Fish A Fish to replenish, I shall jot down some rubbish here first. Lol. Today wanted to satisfy my craving for MARKS and SPENCERS cookies and Candy Empire's sweets, so VIVO I went! Cuz got both my favourite shops there, M&S and Candy Empire! Woots!

Going to Vivo brought back some memories. But behind those memories, sad to say, is a fullstop, sealed tight, never to be continued. Haiz. Kinda miss those times sitting there by the sea, facing Sentosa, chatting our hearts out and her capturing the evening sky there and using her lappy to blog. Those were the days. Long gone. Since months ago. I cant help but guess, frienship can relli be brittle. If we were still friends, probably she would be planning these few days, where and when to mit up, to celebrate my bdae. Still remembered last year, when she waited for me at my office lobby wif a rose in her hands. Remembered the efforts she put in to mit BBQ at his office just to get him to write some ting on the birthday card, and then presenting him as a surprise guest for the dinner.

Vivo oso reminded me of luvy. Hadnt met up wif him for quite some time. The lamest person I have ever known, but never failing to cheer mi up wif his lamest ever jokes. Hope to mit up with him soon...

BBQ has been busy working. Hadnt caught up wif him, other than at times we saw each other in Audi. Wonder how is him? Wonder how is everyone?

This year, I guess it would be different. They are gone. They who celebrated my bdae wif me for 3 years. I procrastinated. Somehow I still hope for something. Or probably, I am used to them being around me during special ocassions especially. A habit. A wish. A hope.

And on the train to YJ's house today, saw Jansen, but he duno got see me a not. Omg. Lol. Brought back poly memories. I miss those poly days. Haha. Poly was fun.. (: Memories that stay....forever...

Happy National Day peeps! (:

2009-08-09T17:57:00.001+08:00

My favourite birthday wishes :D

Not that I dun wan to blog. Is cuz my blogger was down for two days. I juz cant upload any pictures!

Aniwae, we had a birthday celebration for all August babies in our office on Friday. We had a lunch in buffet and each of us August babies had one knife to cut one side of the cake and take fotos. Lmao. Our manager is an August baby too, and altogether, there were 6 of us (: For monthly birthdays, birthday people are supposed to buy birthday gifts with the 68 dollars they are given. As I mentioned, I duno wad to buy lahs. Then very boliao de, cuz we buy le, then colleague need wrap the prezzie up and hand them to us on the day of celebration. BOLIAO RITE! Then so malu la, cuz the colleagues wan us to show them wad we bought. Most bought perfume la, one bought twilight set of books, and me ley? I feel so paiseh to open mine, cuz mine is like the cheapest? I bought...

lol. Dun luff at me! Then when open my present, everyone was like "wah, wads that?" then come take a closer look. Sae I very smart, buy collectors item blahblah. Then all discussing about MJ and one of them so enthu, wan watch the dvd. Still ask my manager can on anot, everyone can watch. -.-" Then after the lunch, I went back to my desk, wan to do my work, then that colleague came and asked me to on the dvd. *faints* Then all watching there lah, so paiseh. My manager oso watching *LOL* Fun day cuz we hardly have the time to "gossip" in the toilet in one whole group before the celebration. And the "gossip" was started by me. LOL. Cuz I say one of my colleagues starting to get nottier. Then they "complain" to my manager say I say they notti. Waliew. Spoil my "guai" image. haha.

Today's National day and I managed to catch Elson's advertisement. hehe. YJ gave me a surprise today by turning up at my doorstep. =.=" These days, he juz likes to give me lots of surprises. Rawr. But I guess, I am happy but very very bored!

Parade's starting soon, and later got Singapore Idol. :D And cant watch the Man U vs Chelsea match later. =(( My Michael Owen. Lol.

Tata!

Sleepy :D

2009-07-29T13:28:00.001+08:00

I wish I know your intentions. I wish I know your motives. Your actions spelt "purposely" and I felt disappointed that I held on and believed in you. I trusted you would never do such a thing. It only spelt that either you are selfish, or you wana bring harm to me in some way, or probably, I really duno you afterall. Or probably, I wish to believe what you did was under peer pressure, but afterall, no one can force you to do something you dun wish to do. Either way, I have always believed that you are much more matured in handling stuffs, and never expected this to come from you. Afterall, I have always confided in you. Those words you had used on me before, are the exact words I have for you now.

The appetite for eating is dying once again. Bought Mee Pok wif fishballs yesterday for lunch. Ended up eating only the fishballs. Threw away the rest. Then din eat much for dinner.
Today, I managed to finish my lunch though, but I already am starting to feel bloated. Good in a way though, probably I can diet in this way (:

Not in the mood to work! I wana go home. I wan time to go back! I wana change the wrongs into rights! I feel sleepy and tired.

Disappointed.

2009-07-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

I din tink you would do such a ting, at least to me. But I was so wrong when I saw your name appear there. =.= Wads ur motive?? You made me feel disappointed, really disappointed.

I kept trying to remind myself, "Life is cool", but "Why? Why? Why?" keeps popping into my head.

Today's a rainy day and god, I felt so sleepy at work. Wasnt productive at all! haha. I wana continue slacking tomorrow, do my tings slowly and enjoy the time passing by. I feel so lazy! :X I din like going to work. Office politics and a cold war going on everyday. Sick and tired of it. I told myself to ignore everyting around me. I am gonna start to take tings one step at a time, do what I am supposed to do, and not caring about any other tings other than the tings I am supposed to be concerned with. Then when time is ripe, I would just say "Bye".

Aniwae, I am really those sort who can treat you nicely if you treat me nicely. I can give you the same treatment, even twice of what you treat me. This is me. (: But if you really try to step on me, dun blame me when I give you a double treatment of it back.

I guess this is life. But I wana be smiling. At least I wan to try to smile when the odds are against me. I wan to be a new me. (:

I am Loving It~

2009-07-26T12:02:00.001+08:00

Friday night, I had continuous dreams of the two brothers and one of EME's members. *Faint* But I am not naming who the EME member is. *LOL*

Yesterday, we went to Ion Orchard. This is how Ion Orchard looks like. (juz in case you have never been there before. Heh). A shopping centre selling branded stuffs. I know I wun spend aniting there cuz all the stuffs too branded le lahs. lol. Went there to peep at my client :x Wana c how they look like *haha* Managed to peep but I duno who is who. *pengz*

Next stop is at Parkway Parade. Went there shopping first but I still hadnt found aniting to buy using the S$68 birthday money given by colleagues, and I had to get something with it! Die lahs. I am those sort who can only buy tings wif something in mind, but rite now, there isnt anyting much I wish I can get. Why cant I dun spend and keep that S$68?? Rofl.

Carol mei smsed me to ask mi where I am. Lol. But I was still shopping. :x When I came down, I saw her sitting there with Yuan Zhuang but I din dare approach them, reason being is cuz, I am not really used to approaching people, until I have gathered enough courage, or I have no choice. So I din approach her. Then I saw Elson's boss reached le and was talking to them. The more I din wan to approach them. *Lol* Then she walked past us a few times and I tot she saw me, but looks like she din. Saw Shawn Tok oso. The winner of campus superstar. He's Elson's friend and was there to support Elson too. I saw them walk to Mcdonalds. I suppose to meet up with Elson and to have their dinner. So me and YJ went to Fish and Co to eat our dinner. :D After they are back from Mcdonalds, Carol called me, asking where I am. *Lol*

Came out from Fish and Co after our dinner, then she spotted us. :X Elson was there too, and they asked Elson over as well, who took photos wif us. Ahh..so paiseh :\ This time, Carol was friendly :D

Elson singing on stage. :D

After the event, we joined Elson, his boss, EME, Shawn and his friends for a drink at Mos Burger, though I was really full then. Actually my impression of his boss was that he is a fierce guy, (impression from the Bukit Timah Plaza event) , but I tink I am quite wrong. He is funni and crappy and livened up the whole atmosphere. =) Laughed at his jokes. YJ oso told him of my wish to ask Elson to sing at my xxxx haha. Then they joked say better dun sing "Fen Shou Kuai Le" *F3* His boss let us hear the demo of the advertisement Elson filmed in. He said it sounded like Mcdonalds advertisement cuz of the song. He told us that this advertisement would be shown on tv starting National Day. I tink it should be aired on Channel 5 first. =)

Enjoyed myself though it's only a short while. Received Elson's cd at last. =) Thankies. And thanks Carol mei for breaking the ice ^^

Sis told me last nite that dad wans us to go shopping for furniture today at 11 am, and it's 11:54 oredi and we are still at home. I had made plans to go Expo today de lehs. Kinda annoyed! I hate it when my plans are ruined. RAWR.

"Life is Cool". That's what Sweetbox sang. AFter listening to this song, I hope this is what I can achieve. Tink positively cuz someone else would have it worse than me. Instead of complaining, rearrange. The grass will be greener on the other side. I have to work on this! =) Life is Cool~

Tonite, Liverpool vs Singapore match at 7pm! =x Looking forward to it! Hopefully the inspirational Torres can play longer!

CROOKED MOUTH DOG!

2009-07-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

Alrite, Cherry, the fotos of the notti, botak doggie wif a crooked mouth for you!

I NEARLY sufferred from a biting from this fella AGAIN just now! Was trying to snap good fotos of this little fella, who was busy biting the cloth given to him by Char. All the fotos turned out bad, so Dazey suggested that I take away the cloth from him, which I did. The next moment I knew, he got angry, looked at me and growled, ready to attack. I hurriedly jumped up onto my bed, and these are the views from my bed. There, Dazey luffed. Laughed cuz I followed what she said. =.= Then my mother scolded Happy and Happy got angry sia. Still growled at my mum. He really like human being, know we scolding him sia. pengz.

This weekend, I have thought of what to do. :D And hopefully, I wun be left aside =.= Juz cant help concluding that guys juz love to game. GRRR!

TODAY explains it all. LOL

2009-07-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

A quick update :D

Yesterday was the 3rd day of leave for me yesterday. I enjoyed my leave slacking at home. (: Yesterda YJ was on leave too, and we went to Scarlet Room for a KTV session! It cost about S$20 (Max 4 people) excluding other miscellaneous charges, like svc charge, compulsory drinks. Well, total bill came up to about S$31++. Fruits were served too.

Today went back to work. Manager had mentioned he would revise the reallocation of jobs previously allocated as some of us were overwhelmed by the number of jobs. Not sure what it would be really like to do those jobs allocated to me yet, as my senior hadnt handover the 3 accounts jobs to me. But at least he took out 3 small payroll jobs from my reallocated portfolio and handed them to other staff. Ahem, so I am one of the two overwhelmed staffs. Lolz. Slightly happier for a while today. Hopefully this portfolio will work this time.

And! I found out why these days my stomach hadnt been well, after reading this article on TODAY today. lolz. Extreme stress can wreck havoc on a person's gastronitestinal tract, triggering a host of symptoms such as excessive flatus, bloatedness, intense stomach cramps, constipation or diarrhoea. A highly stressed individual may not make the best dietary choices. Some diets can result in a person having more gas. Such food for example, include carbonated drinks, alcohol, beans, cabbage, onions, broccoli and those that contain insoluble fibre such as bran. They tend to rush through their meals, ending up swallowing not only food, but also air.
SO, THIS EXPLAINS IT!

A Sunday when Happy is BOTAK AGAIN! lolz

2009-07-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

Lay in bed till 9 am today before I finally got up from bed. Turned behind to look, expecting onli to see Char's bed empty, since I had heard her get up from her bed earlier. Wow, Dazey's bed is empty too! And someone's bathing in the toilet, and it's Dazey! Realli couldnt believe it lehs. Haha.

Had arranged to go out to eat dim sum at Excelsior Hotel today with both of them, but before that, we need to settle Happy's grooming first! How are we going to get Happy to the groomer, and are we able to make appointments today at such short notice? Dazey called the Serrangoon pet groomer which they brought Happy to, last time, but was told "Fully booked". I remembered YJ's house nearby got a pet grooming shop that is newly opened. YJ managed to search the webbie for us, and Dazey called to make an appointment. Heh. Transport provided. Sweet. (: The guy, Alan, came to our house to bring Happy away in his little car. We were so afraid that Happy, the little white tiger, would bite him. At first, Happy was fierce, but soon, after some coaxing, surprisingly, Alan managed to "sweep" him up easily. *Impressed* Then off they went, and we went to meet up wif YJ for the DIM SUM!

Treated them dim sum there. (: Service was slow and wasnt that good as usual. But we somehow managed to eat our fill. Our favourite XIA JIAOs! loves~ The carrot cake was damn nice too. Heh. After that, we went to walk walk abit around the area, before me, YJ, and Dazey headed to Bugis, while Char headed home, cuz Char got work at Esplanade later! I was tired and my stomach wasnt feeling too good lately. Dazey took a long time shopping at Sasa, and wishing dear Charlene was around to help her make decisions. She finally bought foundation, which she intended to get using the S$10 bdae voucher her friend gave her, onli to her dismay that it had expired. LOL.

Headed back to YJ house and went to take a look at little Happy. He was oredi botak when we reached there. Lol. We had sent him for full grooming and de-ticking. He was shivering in the cage when we saw him. Lol. Alan's 3 year old Jack Russel was very well behaved. He simply loved the way Dazey "sayangs" him. Once Dazey touched him, he lay on his back straightaway, waiting to enjoy being doted on. Then we left him there, cuz Alan would bring Happy back when he is done wif the other dogs as well. Then rotted in YJ's house.

When we reached home, Happy's oredi back home. Quiet and well behaved this time round. Service was not bad we felt, and we would continue to use Alan's service. Afterall, transport was provided, as well as tink about 5 or 6 grooming services would get us one grooming service free. (: Whole grooming service today cost S$50. (Full grooming + De Ticking)

Alrity! Long entry without any photos. Hehe. Shall stop here now! TATAs!

Dont Come In And Out Of My Life Like You Please

2009-07-17T12:01:00.001+08:00

I love the lyrics. So sentimental and sad.

Tell Me What Happened This Time
Made You Come Back Again
I Find Out Only See You
When Luck Deserts You

If This Is Your Idea Of Happiness
Then Lets Be Clear Those Words Of Yours
Aint Working Animore

Cuz I Am Always Giving
Here Waiting While You Are Living
I Need A New Beginning
Oh I Am Not The Girl I Used To Be With You

YOU THINK MAYBE THAT I'M JUST SO EASY
YOU CAN COME IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE LIKE YOU PLEASE
BUT BABY NO
DONT YOU KNOW THAT IT TAKES MORE
TO KEEP A GIRL LIKE ME??

No More Waiting For You To Change
Dont You Know That You Bringing Flowers Wont Stop The Rain
Baby No No
Dont You Know It Takes More??
You Are The Only One Not Worth Waiting For

I Know You Are Busy So If
You Gotta Go Then Go But
Dont Forget To Leave My Heart
I Stayed Around For You
But You Are Nowhere To Be Found Now
Once Again Here You Are

Woke up this morning, hoping to start afresh. Thanks Emp, for being there for me, to listen, through my darkest moments. =) Very much appreciated.

Sometimes, people are just so predictable. Everything happened as I expected. The trainings have somewhat taught me to be slightly stronger and not to bleed as much tears as before, just like your habits of taking me for granted. Thanks for hardening my heart just like how you harden yours. All the best on leading your happy life.

Hate U Tai Ji Quan-er. BLEKKKKK

2009-07-16T16:04:00.000+08:00

If my client said that her place is full of people who tai ji quans, my office has one who ALWIZ tai ji quans, and one of her is enuf to get me on my nerves. My simple instruction to her was, help me send the signed bank letter to the bank. Morever, she is my "supervisor"? Shouldnt I be the one looking up to her instead of the other way around???? 1 simple instruction = 3 calls from her today. I cant even have a peaceful break. When had I ever called her when she was on leave?

First Phone call:
Serena, the bank letter is signed. Do I need to send the green copy together wif the original?

Halo, 1st time sending bank letters? Or r u just too reliant on me? Gave her very very clear instructions, spoonfed her every single step.

Second Phone call:
Erm..need two signatures mah? Or one enuf?

Dots???

Okay, I let go of these two conversations, but the third one really pisses me off.

Third Phone call:
Bank called, if remitting in Indian Rupee no nid correspondent bank details. If in SGD then need. How ar, is Indian Rupee or SGD? Should be Indian Rupee rite?

Based on the email B sent, sounds like Indian Rupee.

I wait till M comes back to office tomorrow ba, then ask him send the email to confirm. Then value date muz next week le.

Call B up and ask lor? Can get answer straightaway mah, and you can do it rite away. Y muz wait till M come back then send email? (freaking waste of time and delay, which was purposely intended).

Dun wan call lah, later B say why write until so clear already still need call and ask?

Just tell her what bank say lor. (HALO, MAKE PHONE CALL SO DIFFICULT MAH?? OR U JUZ WAN DELAY UNTIL I COME BACK THEN SETTLE? THIS PORTFOLIO U NO FEN IN IT DE LAH??U GOT ALOT OF TINGS, I DUN HAVE??? U OT BUAY SAI, I OT CAN LAH? WHEN HAVE U EVER HELPED IN REPLYING THOSE NEVERENDING EMAILS? SIBUAY BUAY SONG OREDI OK!)

I got alot of tings to do now. Okay, tomorrow then send email. I need to do my tings le. Bye.

Stupid. Sorry for my harsh entry but I really need to let out all my steam. Sibuay Tai Ji Quan.

Today I am supposed to look for a new job, but I just felt so lazy to do so. Hopefully I will do so tomorrow. Serena, stop procastinating. U nid to learn to relax and get out of sxxxholes!

Will tomorrow be a better day?

2009-07-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Felt like blogging an entry before I sleep.

Updates!

Finally went to O Cha Cha as recommended, to try out the green tea that sounded heavenly. =)

I tried Minty Freezie. Love the taste of mint.Not bad! I quite like it. =)

Terriyaki Chicken Somen, they call it. But it's cold dish.. Nice, but I prefer something hot. Overall, not a bad place to relax urself. Many people seen serving the net there. Can go try =)

Juz now, felt like a nuisance, a pest. "Invisible" is the word. I am not a toy, find me when u need me, throw me aside when u dun.

Very unsatisfied now wif my life. Finally tomorrow I can take a good break.

Shocked at my frien's msn nick. Hope he recovers from his sickness soon.

Shockingly, a frien who I din talk to for very long, suddenly msned me, asking me to play audi wif him. One ting I can conclude, dun waste ur life away.

Noting much to update. Hope tomorrow's a better day.

Felt like trying O Cha Cha.

2009-07-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

Have you ever reached a point where you just felt you couldnt do aniting right at all? Have you ever reached a point where you felt like giving up everything and even yourself?

That is exactly how I feel right now.

Repeating cycle, same stuff, same things. I cant be truthful. I cant lie either. Then can someone teach me what I should say or do? I have fallen into a hole, so deep and dark I cant see myself. The rope is alwiz breaking. It isnt strong enough. Or, perhaps I wasnt determined enough.

I cant please everyone, or rather the people I wana please.

Pretended I din c. Tried changing topics. Acted ignorant. Yet, I find it so hard to run away from the topic which is brought up again and again. Felt the urge to make a white lie, but I told myself I shouldnt. Predicted Results.

Even my stomach is starting to reject food. Two days in a row, I ate little. Even my stomach is rebelling against me. I deserved it. I should have known. I just carved a road of darkness for me yet again. Smiling when I am not, is just not my cup of tea.

Felt like trying out O Cha Cha. It sounded heavenly. Probably I should go try it soon, then I would be able to feel the beauty of life.

Drive away the dark clouds soon. I cant take it animore.

=)

2009-07-11T20:47:00.001+08:00

Finally the tired muscles can smile. Rainbow after the cloudy days =) The rain is finally over and the sun is out. Physically tired now though contented at heart.

Okay, need to chiong my work le. ^^

...

2009-07-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, my assistant manager asked me to do a personality test to see my attitude towards work and my characteristics. She calculated the points and the result I got was : Perfectionist
I felt the results were very true. She said she was once a perfectionist too. But now she is changed. She felt that being a perfectionist would onli make our lives more miserable, because we will be paying attention to every single detail, dun wan to make mistakes, wan everything neat, tidy and proper, which means lots of effort and time spent on it. Many of my colleagues could tell that I belong to the perfectionist class, from the wae I do my work..

Basically, it said that I am systematic, extremely conscientious and diligent in work that requires accuracy and details. I need to know what is expected of me and the time requirements. Will take risk only when I have the facts that I can interpret and use to draw conclusions.
Strengths: Competent, cautious, stable, conscientious, accurate, careful
My motivation is to produce quality and correct work.
Fears criticism and when under pressure, becomes overly critical of self and others.
This is all so like me. Damn accurate.

Lots of taxi fares to claim due to lots and lots of ot. Funny ting is, my work is still incomplete. Haiz.

Letter of pay increment today. HAHA. Freaking S$50 increment. zzzzz..after all the hard work, everyone gets a freaking S$50 increment. Forget it. I am totally sick and tired of this work, this life and everything. Why isit so hard to learn to relax and enjoy life??? That is wad I really wish so much to do right now!

My wishes right now is to know the right people, get the right job that I would be happy with, basically be contented with my life. When can I ever achieve that?

Transformers II

2009-07-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today. I finally caught Transformers (II).

To be honest, it wasnt as brilliant as I expected it to be. If I were to compare, I would prefer part I. I guess the scenes were too messy and left me confused. Though, thumbs up to the sound effect and high packed actions. It was a good movie overall, but it wasnt that great that I would rate it full marks. Probably a 7.5/10 show. However, that icecream car was cute. Heh. And not forgetting my favourite BEE. Till date, it is still a hot and highly demanded show. Since it's release on 24th June, the cinemas in Singapore were always packed with people. Today is oredi 5th July, and I had expected the demand to die down. Till date, it had still been quite a hit. We watched at J8 and we were sitting at the 6th row from the screen. Din personally liked the seats. Uncomfortable.

It's early morning into Sunday and I am still awake. Mayb I should go get some sleep soon. Nites~

If only..

2009-07-02T22:53:00.001+08:00

Frustrated at work these days.. No mood to do aniting after work today.. why should I slog like mad? I am tired physically and mentally..when will I ever get a break?

This morning, I received an sms. Contradicting feelings..Should I feel delighted or disappointed? Why wasnt it you who told me the contents in the sms?

Friday is here tomorrow finally. Is it a good thing or a bad thing?

If only..I could step into a time machine, and set things rite.
If only..if only that could be done..probably I wun feel the way I am feeling now..
If only....

Tired!

2009-06-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Bought these cakes the other day to celebrate little Dazey's 16th brithday. Finally today we ate them, while walking our beloveds =) Walking them is going to become a daily routine for the 4 of us.

Look who's sitting there? Aint he cute? He is an invited guest! Lol!

The guest, mr Pipi, starting to appear a little grouchy and grumpy.

"Invite me, but where is my FOOD!!" hehe.

My darling Pipi x333 Dun u juz feel like hugging him???

Distance Friends. oO

Cute little Ms Bibi. I like fotos taken of her from this angle.

Notti Pipi seems to be extremely attracted to Char, who proudly self proclaimed that she did not know she looks beautiful in the dog's world as well, loves to do this action and ONLY ON HER. LOL! I was running with Bibi, but when Ms Char started giving that hilarious laughter, Pipi turned his head, looked at her, and the next moment, he was pulling me towards her. And tata, notti Pipi stood up on his legs and did this action on Char. LOL. And it happened many times but I finally managed to get a close up foto of the action in progress LOL.

OT OT and more OT! I am dead beat!. DATELINES SEEM NEVERENDING!

I need to have my much needed sleep already. And today's the 2nd day..I am missing dear.

Happy makes my day =)

2009-06-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

All thanks to the peserverance of my sisters, beloved Happy came home yesterday! =) Long story but, aniwae, as long as Happy is back, I am happy, we are happy! My father still doesnt noe Happy is back. Haha. Happy had to be stopped from barking and from seeing Bibi, otherwise he would bark non stop and that would wake my dad up.

Just came up from a walk downstairs with Bibi and Pipi. They had to walk some distance apart, or else, Pipi would bark. He is a jealous dog with human characteristics! I found myself slowly growing slightly attached to Bibi..but soon..she would be leaving our house.. =( Wish we could keep both.. Fotos above of the 2 little stars =)

The moment Pipi came home, he just lay on the floor, sleeping. He is so exhausted. He has grown fat since the last time we bade goodbye to him.. it's time to get his figure back! Lol.

It's really time to end my blog entry as I nid my sleep badly! Super tired! Tomorrow is yet another crazy day. The thought of Happy makes me wanna come home as early as possible. The past habits of saying hello when I am home, and saying goodbye when I leave for work are here to stay again!

Alright! Got to go! GOODNITE PEEPS! =)

Unhappy.

2009-06-23T22:20:00.001+08:00

After reading it, I just laughed silently to myself. How predictable people can be.. lols. A pity we just repel, or Char's suggestion would have worked out damn fine.

Unhappy. Ignorance is really bliss at times. Taking urself seriously can be stressful. Probably it's time to start taking tings easy.

I love my weekends, my sissies and dear =)

2009-06-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

Played Ragnarok Online a while yesterday. Hadnt been playing RO for quite some time, tink about 2-3 yrs oredi. Missed killing some of the MVPs there. hehe. Especially my favourite MVP. Eggrya (Duno how to spell *lol*) You are missed! Hand me that smoking pipe of yours! Wana smoke my worries away! hoho. I like that MVP cuz he looks cute. Haha. *Tiger footskin!*

Ate vegetarian food juz now wif YJ, family and relatives for dinner. It was a rather quick Fathers Day dinner. They talked about the usual stuffs, the economy, life and blahblah, everytime they meet, and this time, I heard my father at the other table talking about H1N1! Faints. Had gone Far East Plaza to shop for birthday prezzies. Was at a loss as to what to buy! Was there with the intention to buy Dazey's birthday prezzie, ended up I caught sight of a handbag which I then bought, as my mother's birthday prezzie. Aniwae my mum's birthday is a few days after Dazey's but I am itching to show her the prezzie and to c her reaction. :D As for Dazey, I couldnt decide wad to get her. Ended up I spent quite a while picking some earrings and necklace for her before we rushed off to the dinner.

After the dinner, me, YJ, char and Dazey decided to go Ang Mo Kio Hub to catch a movie! The rest of the family members went home in my dad's car, while 4 of us took a bus down to Ang Mo Kio Hub. (: Then went for a bit of window shopping, and after that while deciding which show to catch, (a toss between "Drag me to hell" and "Land Of the Lost"), Char received a call from her frien. Hohoho. Happy is coming home. Very soon! :) May the hauntings stop soon. hoho. *Grins* Finally, decided to catch the latter, "LOTL" =) Burnt a hole in pocket from my spendings today as well as treating them to the movie. Rawr.

LAND OF THE LOST : Lame but funny! Action packed! Lol. Love that crabbie, that dino and that mosquito. HAHAHA. They cracked me up! But kinda irritated with those green stuffs. Other than that, quite entertaining the show.

Enjoyed my night out wif both my sisters. Love them to bits. Love YJ too. Tomorrow back to work. =( Wkends are alwiz over so fast!

I HATE EVERYTHING!

2009-06-17T21:09:00.001+08:00

Tell me what I should do! Someone juz tell me!

And, referring to your blog entry, do you tink I have the luxury of time like u all, to go tink and help out in that matter?? If onli we can switch places, I will gladly swop with you! I din say I wun help out in the rental, I onli said if its not that big an amount, I still can help, but if it costs alot, how am I to help? I have to save up as you know. And, seriously I really felt it is a waste of money to juz for that reason. Who will have the luxury of time to keep making trips down? Its juz not practical! And yes, as you say, it seems though, to be the best and last resort. Let me c how much I nid to fork out and I will decide. Please understand that I have other commitments as well. And about the other matters, dun you just agree with me??? Its damn smelly and it should be flushed down instead. Tell me next time wad u dun agree wif or wad u r unhappi about.

Freaking pissed off with so many tings and my whole mind is so occupied with so many endless stuffs. I hate myself, my life, and everyting!!! Everyting juz sux!

Weekends are over so fast!

2009-06-14T20:40:00.000+08:00

This weekend, I just wanted to enjoy myself so I did not bring home any work to do though next week will be yet another crazy week for me again. The thought of resigning crosses my mind more and more often these days. Often these days I find myself working more than the required number of hours and this could go on for days continuously. Going home late and falling asleep as soon as I lie on the bed. Waking up and dragging my feet to work has been a daily routine. How about my studies? I just simply did not have the energy after work to read up on my textbooks and notes. Boss said he would re allocate the jobs as my datelines clash but yet, when I asked him last Friday, I was disappointed that he said it wun be anitime soon since he hasnt reallocated the jobs. He just doesnt understand the amount of time required on each client as he doesnt need to hands on on the work. Tinking of handing in my resignation letter soon, but then again, how sure am I of being able to find another job to replace?

Weekends was fun! But its gonna be over soon...

Yesterday spent a great day at Escape Theme Park wif YJ. Though the rides were limited, we still enjoyed ourselves. :) My personal favourite was the "Flyer" and we sat on it about 3 times! Heheh. It was a ride were we sat on "teacups" that went spinning up and down in fast speeds. First time I was kinda afraid but the 2nd time we sat in it, I just couldnt stop laughing! Lol! Cuz as there were many people queuing up for this ride, everyone was supposed to sit in the teacup in groups of 2 pairs. So a teacup would have 4 people in it. Me and YJ sat at one side while a boy and a girl sat on the other side. The guy was hilarious. He was afraid of sitting in the teacup and the girl kept teasing him. Finally the ride started and the guy was like so afraid can! He closed his eyes and kept screaming "Omg omg omg!" And haha, like the 1st ride, we were stuck right on top. The ride reversed and again, we were stuck on top again and the guy was heard asking the girl," why are we always on the top??!! aggghhhh!! " Then finally when everyone thought the ride was over, because the normal ride has only 2 rounds, the guy went, "phew! Finally. Thank god its over". Then suddenly to everyone's surprise, the teacup spinned again and I just felt like laughing at his reaction. It was damn funny as he exclaimed again, "omg! wtf@@!!" LOL. HILARIOUS.

The stupid pirate ship really made me scream. Damn high and I just wanted to get off it as soon as possible! YJ kept comforting me before the ride not to worry because he will be beside me and damn did he make mi more nervous only! Instead of comforting me, when the ride started, he gave that evil laughter and screamed too which only made me even more nervous =.=

As for the boat ride, he asked me if I wanted to sit infront or the back. Tinking that infront was more scary, I told him I wana sit at the back. At least, he would be able to block most of the water when the boat plunges down. And god was I damn wrong! When the boat plunged down, guess wad YJ did?? He lowered his head and wth! A huge splash of water poured onto me and I was totally wet and all he did was turn his head and laughed at me for being so wet! Grrrr.

Today went to Ikea and Courts to get an idea of what we wanted to get for our future house. More like window shopping and looking at the prices. =)

Totally at a loss when it comes to Happy. The look of him now really pains me. Where has the adorable little Happy gone to? When I compared fotos of him in the past and currently, I just teared uncontrollably. Couldnt believe there are such ugly hearts around in the world right now. Instead of taking care of Happy, they did not even give a damn to Happy. Now his fur is long, untidy and unsightly. His eyes are barely able to be seen. Even the necessary grooming fees they refused to pay. Talking about them really pulls my mood down. Tinking they would be able to be good owners to Happy, we were just so wrong. Wana get Happy back but how are we to do that?? Offer them money?? I feel so unjust to give them free money just like this because they clearly did not deserve it. And morever, if that was our last resort, would they give Happy back to us? They make me feel like they noe that Happy means much to us, so they can use Happy to get more out of us. Tinking of waes to get Happy out of that house, but how can we do so? Helpless is all I can say. Every plan doesnt seem to be workable.

Monday is here again. Dreads.

4D magix rox! =)

2009-06-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dinos have invaded Dhoby Ghaut! Watch out human beings! hehe.

Okay I am being boliao here cuz I dun really have anything in mind to blog about.

That day, I brought my parents and my sissy to the restaurant at Hotel Royal Queens to taste the food there. The food is expensive but I love their sharks fin. Yummy! Hope they enjoyed the meal. =)

Yesterday was a Saturday but I kept worrying about the unfinished work, so I went back to office to bring back those stuff that I can bring back to do, but until now I still havent started on any. Lol. Felt very tired as I had ot-ed 3 nights straight till 10 + in the office. Still have more crazy days to come! =(

Aniwae, cuz of work, I hadnt have much time or energy to blog the past few days and so I am here to revive my blog juz in case anione complain it's dead! Hadnt really wanted to blog too because of one reason. If I hadnt given you this bloglink, kindly keep out. Thanks.

Friends have been asking if I had stopped playing audi. I do pop by once in a while but I dun play unless close friens are online. Life had been too hectic for me these days and I hadnt really the time to play audi, also now there isnt much meaning oredi. So if you hadnt seen me in audi, you may be able to find me in msn if you are lucky =) I still online msn everyday at least for a while to check out on friends =)

Today went to Sentosa. Went to the new Imbiah station. Got new attraction - the 4D magix and extreme log ride. 4D is juz so cool. My 1st encounter wif 4D was in Australia, so I kinda noe wad to expect. But nevertheless, the 4D show was great! Extreme log ride was soso, but still enjoyable. =)

Change of Rom plans. It wun be this Sept animore.

Alright I shall stop here and blog another day. Emphub muz continue its service, so operator kindly take good care of urself. Lol.

Hooked!

2009-05-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

Totally hooked to this song sung by Bryan now. The tune is so damn nice and I cant believe I kept repeating this song over and over and over again! Thumbs up Bryan! =)

Wahaha, finally just sort of finished the work I brought home yesterday to do for the weekends! Finally I can heave a sigh of relief for the moment. I dun wan to wake up everyday tinking of the unfinished work. It is really a nightmare! But next week is still a busy week for me with another deadline. GRRR..Ever since I joined this company, there doesnt seem to be any rest for me the entire month! STRESSED AH!

Tomorrow, I tink going for jia zhang meeting, and mayb shun bian celebrate mothers day cum father days LOL. Anxious!

Crazy Days!

2009-05-27T23:08:00.003+08:00

Today was a busy day. Ot-ed till 8.30pm and cabbed home to watch Ultimatum. Today is the 1st episode and it's oredi so exciting! I tink I am gonna be so hooked on this show. Many of my favourite actresses and actors! =) And the storyline seems interesting ;X

And, there is no reason why you shouldnt listen to these two new songs sung by Elson!

Very very nice songs! Trust me! Emo lyrics and the tunes are nice! There just isnt any reason one should give these two songs a miss!

Lol, sometimes I really tink wadever bad tings my mouth says will happen, will just come true. Cuz I guess they did and they are not purely coincidental. Or maybe, at times, those tings can be expected to happen. Sometimes I guess, it's still good in a way, and I hope it will make someone wake up soon. Or probably, like wad someone mentioned to me before, God is protecting me from bad people like them. =)

Okay, I am damn tired now and having a headache. Tomorrow's another crazy day for me again!

I Love Last Weekend! =)

2009-05-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

Basically had a fun weekend doing activities I liked! =)

Sunday we went to Woodlands Bus interchange to take bus 950 to Johor Bharu, intending to ani o how get our way to shopping centres in Malaysia by wadever transport they have. Lol. Crossed immigration and into Malaysia! Happy for a moment cuz it felt like we were away from Singapore for holiday. Hiakhiak! Away from Accounts!! Away from home!! For less than a day. F3. It felt weird cuz we are still taking Singapore buses around Malaysia and paying with our eZlink cards in Malaysia! Lol. Then ani o how took bus 170 to City Square Shopping Centre. Spent half a day there shopping, and my legs were breaking!! But din spend on any other tings other than food! :X

Both cravings completed last weekend and I am satisfied. =) For the moment :X

Fun Filled Day at SSC =)

2009-05-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

Random pictures I took in my parents' room before heading out of my house today :x

Displayed proudly on the ledge of my parents' bed :D Cutee???

Self Drawn Potrait of herself (above) by Ms Undazey - Charlene lolz.

(Below) Our beloved Happy

Guess where I headed to today? Science Centre! :D And who says Science Centre is only for kids? I have seen lao ahmas, couples and uncles aunties in there okay!

Me at the entrance, seemingly oblivous of that dinosaur behind me!

Our admission tickets!

See the poor girl hanging in the beak of that bird!

Optical illusion! See that guy??

Cheetah!!We can control the speed of the water running from that tap!

Tonardo!Hardworking guy climbing up and down the rope! haha

YJ playing the Harp! *faints* LOL!

AQUATIC LIFE!

See that eel there camouflaging?

Arent I smart? I scored full marks at 1st try for the quiz "breathing by gills or lungs" :D

Oh gawd. I am pregnant with twins?! Haha. Kidding. Thats an exhibit of an ultrascan of a pregnant lady with twins in her tummy, and nono, that's not mine!

When I saw this electric chair, I thought of Emp, hiakhiak, cuz I cant wait to put him on one! :X

Waahhaha, this machine caught my attention. Plastic surgery, it says. Lol. Let's play with it!

Original Face

Hehe. So adorable! =X

Eee! so cute!! haha. :D

LOL. YJ after plastic surgery!

Then tried this "Aging " machine as well. LOL. The results are horrendous!

BABY YJ

TEENAGE YJ

OLD YJ *LOL*
BABY ME. *FAINTS* Mum and YJ had the same reactions! They said I looked like Charlene in her younger times!
TEENAGE ME =.="

OLD ME =(

We oso went to Omni Theathre to catch "Sea Monsters". Other than the comfortable seat and the big screen, there wasnt really aniting much great about the show.

Lazy to post fotos le! Post almost all le. Lol. I had a fun filled day today! At least I know I am happy today! =) Thanks YJ for accompanying me to Science Centre today! Really need a breather! ^^

Hehe, and people, here's a reason why you should subscribe to EmpHub. Cuz it's funni and creative. LOL.

Before I end off this long entry, do take a listen to Bryan's newly composed song. Lyrics and tune all composed by blur Bryan =)

A Broken Heart.

2009-05-21T23:45:00.001+08:00

Have you guys caught this movie yet? Yes, Night At The Museum 2 is out in the cinemas today. I was so excited to catch this movie as part 1 was really interesting and I suppose part 2 would be equally thumbs up. But after watching it today, I personally feel disappointed with the show overall when I compare it with part 1. It wasnt that funny and it wasnt that cute. I would say it's watchable but not one that will stay in my memories for a long time. Personal rating: 6/10

Yes, that's how I felt on Tuesday. One word: heartbroken.

She, betrayed my trust and leaked out my secrets. When I confronted her about it, she actually denied. Then what has she got to say about stuff that I told only her and she was the linkage to those people? Totally disappointed and heartbroken. A frien of 2 years, someone I tot was one of my best friends. Someone I thought would understand me best since we were in the same boat. Yes, but sadly, this 2 year friendship is juz going down the drain cuz I dun c ani initiative in her. She totally doesnt bother, so why should I? I will be totally out of her life and she would not see me animore, be it online or in the real world. Goodbye my friend. You had come to the extent of making me kinda hate you and good luck with that complicating online guy friend of urs. Call me evil, but I secretly hope you will get the same treatment as he did, to me, soon. Cuz you never noe wad evil plots and stories he makes up and will make up. Then I hope when he is finally out of your life, you will regret that you are in it together with him. :)

My Hai Gui has swum to a far away ocean and never coming back. Despite being disappointed wif me, he still told me, "Take care of yourself, k?"Sorry for keeping things from you and now that you found out about them, you were upset. Yes, I did tell you some white lies. But I juz cant understand y cant you see my intentions behind my white lies when others could? Why did you not even bother to hear my side of the story?? You are still the same you, alwiz shutting your mind off to things you dun wish to hear, treating them as excuses, at least to me. You were never fair to me and you yourself agreed on that before. I have alwiz looked upon you as my pillar, my motivation, my advisor, my encouragement. Suddenly this pillar is gone and I felt lost. I need time to recover. Felt it wasnt right to leave your email hanging there, so I wrote a long email to explain tings though I duno when you will read it or even read it. At least I feel better after explaining tings out. All the best and sorry for disrupting your peaceful life. Talking about maturity, I guess it was a very immature act of your buddies to try to hack? Tired. I guess it's really time to take a break from you.

But anihow, this is what I wanted to do and couldnt do animore. Goodbye my friend and take good care of yourself.

Thanks for my good friens and Charlene for listening me out. Trust was what Charlene told me to tink about. How many people in your life can you actually trust?

Today.

2009-05-18T22:54:00.001+08:00

After a bath this morning, all ready to start the day. Oh man, wadsup wif those 2 huge eyebags! They are unjustifiable as I slept so much during the weekends! *Complains*

Yesterday had been pondering whether to meetup wif Elson, Carol, Daniel and the rest, after work for dinner, so hadn't replied to Elson's sms. Then mum told me in the morning, ahgong's hospitalised this morning..haiz..Worried for him. Afterall he's oredi in his 80s+..shan't mention why he is hospitalised. So decided to visit him wif YJ after work at Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Sorry Elson for not meeting up wif u guys tonight. Dun be so moody lahs. Cheer up. Be happy. At least there are many people who care for you, alrighty! And Carol, din receive any bombards in my hp tonight. U muz have enjoyed urself :) And thanks for missing me! hehe

In case you are wondering, what that is, that's my hand, with a Tan Tock Seng Hospital chop on it. Impressed wif the equipments and strict checks in the hospital. Thumbs up. Went to visit ahgong in his ward wif YJ. Duno when he can be discharged. When I saw him, I almost couldnt recognise him. I had to take two to three hard looks at him to ensure I went to the right ward. Cant believe that's my ahgong lying there on the hospital bed. He looked so feeble and weak. He used to look so strong and healthy on the outside, although he isnt actually. But now he looked so different. Pains me when I look at his skin. Haiz. And his hearing seemed to have worsen. He couldnt hear really clearly although I was already talking quite loudly. He kept yawning and looked very tired. So we stayed there only a while, off the lights and let him have a good rest. Hope he gets well soon.. =(

Today finally received the appraisal from the bao qing tian. Still awaiting the report from my
senior about my performance. Bao qing tian mentioned regarding my overall performance - (Quoted word for word) "Serena has shown certain independence in her work. She is able to work under stressful datelines and still able to provide the accuracy" Phew. Thought she would write something bad for me, since she kinda kan bu shun yan wo ever since the job change arranged by the manager. Obviously she wasnt happy wif the arrangement, thus the resignation letter that Tuesday.

Koped this foto of Happy from Dazey sis. Din noe she went to visit Happy wif Eileen on Sunday till Charlene told me about it. She said it was a last minute decision, and at that time, I was already out of the house, so she din inform me. I miss Happy! =( He's still so adorable as always.

I am feeling tired. Had told manager of my concern. His promise of delivering one of our client's job at an advanced timing is hardly possible, as I have oredi 2 jobs on hand during that period and hardly possible to squeeze in another. Hope he comes up wif something tomorrow. Spare me, cuz I really cant take the stress animore!! Really tired.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-05-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

I wish this is what I see before me right now. Juz wanna face the sea alone and scream out loud, or probably, juz even jump in and drown myself.

So near yet so far.

Broken promises.

What happened to the day I thought I would feel happy since 2 pm? Just so invisible and deliberately unnoticed.

[ 1:08 am ]

DARK FUTURE??

2009-05-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

Juz an update:

Monday after work went to Amara to attend YJ's frien's wedding dinner. The food was better than the one I had at Shangrila. His frien Yifa and Kenshin are funni ppl. Kenshin's comments on the fish dish were hilarious and Yifa alwiz go to the wrong place for wedding dinner. Venue at Amara Hotel, he turned up at Furama Hotel. Safra at Tampines, he turned up at Yishun Safra. Then when he appeared at Furama Hotel, he asked the reception who said there was no wedding dinner. His reaction was, "Wedding last minute cancelled?" *faint*

Finally finished my accounts yesterday for V. Abit more relaxed now for 1-2 days. Then freaking busy again. Haiz. NEVERENDING! So I took leave tomorrow to give myself a short break, then Friday and Monday go down to client's place to do accounts! *sighs*

Today, supervisor was in a good mood, then came her email saying she had tendered her resignation letter this morning. Isit good news or bad news for me? Haiz. I duno. Pros and cons. Pros cuz I nid not face a bao qing tian animore, but oso lots to worry about after she is gone though. Haiz..as for holidays, tink nid to postphone. Hope manager finds someone to help me wif my work after she is gone, so that there will be someone to cover my work when I am not around! T.T When can I say goodbye to accpac, premium, MECWISE, excel worksheets, chequeprint, EPE, EPW??? Balance sheets, profit and loss, trial balance, journals, cash book, receipts, payments, bank letters, telegraphic transfer...AHHHH..BE GONE!!

Sians. Totally no mood now. Wad is my future going to be like? Why does it seem so dark??!!

锁住时间 and the memories will last forever.

2009-05-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today's Mother's Day and everyone is blogging about it. Lol. And I realised I dun really have my mum's photo! But aniwae, here's one which we took last year and many of you have seen it oredi. Family foto :)

Wanted to bring my parents to a restaurant cuz the food there is nice and I wanted them to try it! But dad said he is not free tonite, so end up I din treat them dinner today. Guess next week, then will celebrate both Mother's Day and Father's Day together. When I told my sisters about me wanting to give a treat, they actually said I bring mum and dad go can le, cuz bringing them along would make the dinner more costly. I wan them to try the food there too! =( Aniwae, will update about the dinner when we have it.

Yup, that lady sitting down, in the foto, is my mum. Do we look like her or our dad?

She stopped work long ago, I think when I was 5 yr old, to take care of me and my sisters. Full time housewife, taking care of all the daily necessities. A listening ear to all my stress and work problems.

A mum who leaves all the cute little messages and notes on the table when she leaves the house to go somewhere. Once, she was so cute as to leave a piece of note on the table, with one packet of chrysanthem and one bottle of medicine beside it. On the note, she wrote that the bottle is for my sis's throat as she was having a sore throat and having her exams as well. Then she added that she's gonna come home to cook chrysanthem tea later when she is back home. Lol. Cute huh? That's my mum.

She can be super naggy at times though! T.T She is quite young at heart at times too when trying to communicate wif us. Lol. buay tahan. My mum never complains when she gets up from her sleep juz to kill a xiaoqiang who is disturbing my sis studying downstairs while my maid continues to be in her dreamland. A mum who may be hard hearted at times but soft hearted in the inside. A woman who loves her plants and is proud of her little "forest". Haha.

HAPPY Mother's Day! =)

I received a painless injection juz now and I am happy. Afterall two weeks have gone by quietly BUT!! now I am all geared up to face tomorrow. =) Hopefully I can last the day cuz tomorrow will be a busy day!

* All I wana do now is to 锁住时间. *

(12:23 am)

C.A.P. DD =]

2009-05-09T17:10:00.003+08:00

As requested, I shall be a good ger and dedicate this whole entry to C.A.P. DD. =] Seeing the video above, you should noe who C.A.P. DD is. Yea, thats a nickname I gave Elson ;D

Knew him through Emp. Emp had sent me his 2 songs and I was so hooked on his "Liao Jie " song that I kept repeating it. So emo and the song is nice. Even my sis had to exclaim, " how many times muz you play this song?" End up even she noe how to sing some parts of the song too oredi. haha. Then Emp sent me his bloglink and I went in for a peep. Emp had heard about him through his frien..lol. so here goes the history of how I noe about his existence.

He's really busy recording and filming these days, and soon I tink he will be on tv. His name is Elson. Rem his name & his face. =)

Happi cuz he's gonna send mi his mp3 for the comma, fullstop song. Like the tune and I am feeling excited cuz I had asked him for a favour and he agreed to help mi. Dun break ur promise hor! :D

Aniwae, juz wana say, you are very lucky oredi, doing something you like as a career. I wish I had this courage and ability to do so too, if I had, I wouldnt be stuck wif accounts for the rest of my life. I noe there is some obstructions along the way, hindering you, but you have never given up, so dun give up ok? Esp now tings are looking bright for you, I am sure your hard work will be paid off. Jiayou ler! =)

Tings that are yours will be yours finally. Hope you get the happiness you want soon. Take tings slowly at a time bah. Aniting juz drop mi a message yea? xD

Tired from playing badminton in the morning. haha. Old bones are cracking! =(

Random Thoughts

2009-05-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

Life had been pretty hectic for me these days. Bringing the dreaded work home to do is really what I detest! For days I have been doing so, and last night, I lasted till 1 + am sitting infront of my lappy using that damn new payroll system! It really sux!

Looking forward to weekend cuz this tired machine of mine is craving for some well deserved rest!

Logged in audi and saw something I din wish to see. I bet that someone left that for me to see and grats, YOU achieved the results you wanted to get for a moment. Sometimes you really make me wonder lots. How complicating can you get??! But, as alwiz, closing one eye and pretending noting has happened has become seemingly a habit cultivated. I will try not to let that spoil my weekend. =) I have enuf tings loaded in my mind to tink about.

Stressed. Why am I alwiz misunderstood or thought otherwise? Why are peoples' minds so complicating and complex to tink of simple actions as something so devilish and unintended? Why muz there be competition in this world?

I guess I juz tend to bottle all my unhappiness within me, swallow wadever others have to say and juz keep mum about it. Not wanting to create any unecessary trouble seems to be my character since many many years ago. I juz cant bring myself to say my displeasure infront of the person face to face. And why do I forgive so easily and tink for others when others dun give a damn? Friends say I should not be so soft hearted..I should let known my feelings. But thats juz not my practice!

Should I change???

逗号句号

2009-05-06T20:21:00.001+08:00

Glad that Singapore is imposing strict rules regarding swine flu. Many buildings have already started checking the temperatures of visitors and occupants of the offices in the buildings. Mine will be starting tomorrow! How about urs?

Soon, everyone in our company would be given a thermometer each. Hope we will not be required to wear masks in the future!

Manager called our team in for a short meeting just now. I guess if the swine flu condition gets worse, (choychoy), we may have to work from home for about 1 week but 2 people from our team will need to go down to Tuas workstation to do our work if we are not able to work from home due to some systems we are using. Please dun identify me as one of them cuz I reali do not wish to go down to Tuas! OMG, its damn far! But aniwae, hopefully it will not be activated.

Elson smsed today, saying that he was chosen to go down for the audition at Mediacorp today at 8pm, because of the Channel U Kissable Guy Competition. He was the 1st in rank =) Grats! Then Bryan called later in the afternoon, asking if I wana go down to Mediacorp with him and some other people to support Elson. Meeting place is at Elson's house and there will be a bus catered to send us there and back. Sorry couldnt make it cuz Elson's house is at Choa Chu Kang! And I am working, so kinda rush for me to meet them at 6+. At this point in time, Elson's audition should be starting. Hope he wins! Good luck! And Bryan got 4th in the competition. Not too bad le lah =] and he got some great deals cuz of this competition! Way to go! :)

Aniwae, share some good stuff with you guys.

苏奕铨 / 张永佳 - 逗号句号 (LIVE 全新创作)

作词: 黑夜
作曲: Bryan 张永佳
演奏: Elson 苏奕铨

As you can see, the melody is composed and played by them. That's Elson playing the piano and both of them singing. =) I like this song alot! Any mp3 version? hehe. I wan to have this kind of piano too!

Currently hooked on this song!

Akon and Wilber - Be with You

Okay, shall end my entry here. Poor me brought work home to do! :( Jiayou me!

JIAYOU EVERYONE!

2009-05-03T11:59:00.002+08:00

On my way home juz now, someone boarded the bus and sat infront of our seat. The picture explains it all.

He had this sweat smell on him and I could hardly breathe. YJ had this constipated look on him that made me just wan to luff. Lol. He kept very quiet after I alerted him of the smell. I pulled my hair to my nose and smelt it, and told him proudly my new concept , " Now I noe y girls wan to leave long hair! Lol! "

Noting exciting or interesting happening my life these few days, so noting much to blog about..In fact, tinking of tomorrow, makes me really sian. By hook or by crook, tmr I got to rush that work out. Last Friday was the deadline. Not that I slacked or wad, I had been very busy, plus supervisor kept delaying the work progress, really sux!

Want to say a few tings to a few people though.. Duno if they read my blog though.

Firstly, wana say,

to a few people.

Glad that Emp finally found a job. Grats! And Grats on lvling ur audi character too! Lol. Hope this job you found will be suitable for you, and hopefully in time to come, you will get a pay rise soon okay?! Huat ar! And..thanks for remembering my existence and checking out on mi everytime I din online. My good frien whom I feel really at ease talking about aniting under the sun to and scolding without having to worry you will take it to heart! WAHAHA.. I noe you are excited about tomorrow. Hope everyting turns out well for you! And thanks for being there for me regardless of my moods! =)

Good luck to my 2 dear sisters who are having exams at this point in time. Really hope and look forward to being able to escape together in June, alrity? Make that happen! lol.

To YJ..

Take care of your eye! Sometimes you really make me feel mad, sometimes you make me luff. =) Thanks for taking care of me.

Next, to my Hai Gui..

I noe you wont be reading this blog, cuz I hadnt given you this link. Had been looking forward to Saturdays..cuz that's kinda like the day when I will hear from you. But this Saturday was a quiet one. How have you been? Traces of you lingered. Was that you or someone else? Thanks for still listening to my updates and being my pillar of strength at times. =)

To pig,

I hardly see you online animore. Neither had you kept in contact with me, or replied my last email. Miss the long chats on the phone. Miss playing audi with you guys. But I guess, I am just as good as gone.

To Den, (though oso you dun have my link I guess)

How have you been? Hope you r doing fine and I am not in your hate list. Miss the times playing with you in audi and calling you lazy king. Bun was one of the nicks I would never forget.

Wonder if I am still their friends? =\

To Bryan,

Falling sick during a holiday is reali one of the worst things that can happen. Hope you eat your medication and rest enough. Eat healthily and hope your fever subsides soon. Take care and hopefully you will get well soon to enjoy your holiday..

To Elson,

Reading your blog daily had become one of my habits. Constantly checking for updates and new posts. There is just so much to read on your blog! haha. Love the lifestyle videos and nice writing of the novel in Chinese! Jiayou oh and take realli good care of your health too, ya! You 2 bros are alwiz falling ill!

Tink I shall end my post here.. JIAYOU EVERYONE TMR ! =]

(12:37 AM)

最后一次

2009-05-01T19:31:00.000+08:00

Listened to this song again today..and want to share this song with you.

Someone who means alot in my life had sent me this song quite some time back, about more than a year ago. I was told to listen to the lyrics of the song as it was what he wanted to tell me. I remembered repeating this song thousands of times and crying buckets. I prayed hard. I told God he should not be selfish to take him away from my life, and that he would be alright. And I am glad everyting was fine :)

This song was written by a 17 year old girl. She and her bf were very much in love and the parents of both parties were very supportive of this relationship. There were plans of them getting married after their high school days.

Unfortunately in high school year 3, there was a school health examination, and the girl was diagnosed to be having an illness. There was problem with her white blood cells and this would cause her skin to have problems. A rare and incurable disease which as time goes by, would worsen. She could not use strength. Her skin would become very soft and would tear. She was hospitalised and doctors said she had only less than a year of life left.

She kept herself in her room all day long, other than looking at the sunrise together with her bf. Looking at the sunrise was what she loved most. She wanted to give a gift to her bf before she leaves the world. She records everyday of her remaining life and memories of her past life with her bf in a diary. She wrote the lyrics and composed the tune of this song and got her frien to help her record this song. It was a song she had written for her bf, and she had insisted on singing it herself, despite her not being able to use strength in her throat or her condition would worsen. After the recording was done, she ate a kind of medicine to kill herself. Before she died, she told her bf sorry that she could not see the sunrise animore with her bf and that she's leaving the world, but she is not afraid, because she has him by her side. "I love you" were the last 3 words she told her bf.

Her bf was too distraught once when looking at the sunrise after climbing up a hill. His body was found at the bottom of the hill and by then, it was already highly decomposed.

TREASURE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE.

BUSY DAYS...

2009-04-29T12:30:00.001+08:00

Bringing work home is the last ting I wanna do. After a tiring day at work, all I want to do is to sit back and relax at home, and be happily chatting with my friends. But that's what I have been doing for the past 3 days. Bringing work home and spoiling my weekends and nights of rest.

Extremely tired. I dun wana end up having to bring work home to do on Labour Day! These days have been very down under the weather, and often falling asleep infront of my lappy, and almost fell alseep too while talking to Emp on the fone that day. Plus the rainy weather and my 3 ulcers in my mouth plus tiredness totally drove my appetite to eat away. Thankfully appetite was back yesterday but I am still feeling extremely exhausted. Time is seriously not enough, neither is my resting time. I juz wan a world without any worries and without YOU, MS EUBAD! Attitudes from you are an extremely no thank you from you. Hate the way you talk to me when I ask you questions. I DONT owe you MONEY, so please dun vent your anger on me, and RESPECT from you highly needed!

I need my dosages of encouragement, motivation and my BED :(

Busy Sunday but enjoyable! :)

2009-04-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

Dad asked me and my youngest sister if we wana go our future nest at Farrer Park to see see. Never see before so we went to take a look! My second sis still having her exams, cant go and my third sis is on her wae back to Singapore from HongKong. My father yest say 10 plus am go de..then today morning..9 am wake us up, say 9.30am get out of house T.T Make us rush through our bathing.

Took lots of fotos there. Zi lian fotos and the surroundings. Lol. Pretty like the outlook and the facilities there.

The outlook:

Us in the lift :D
Tennis Court:

Pool:

Karaoke Room:

Functions Room:

Basically, all the usual kind of facilities..Think there is a bowling alley as well xD Hmm..Gym and bbq pit too.

After that, went to meet up wif YJ. He wans to bring us for bowling :X Kinda one of my favourite sports. We played 3 sets altogether :] YJ and Dazey are pretty good at it. Haha. I tink I wasnt that bad either lah :)

Then, Dazey's bf came, and we went for lunch together. 1st time seeing my sister's bf. He looks skinny and kinda gentle shy shy type of guy. lol. Sister say cuz he dun noe us, so was quite quiet. After lunch, I watched them play pool.

Them playing pool.

They are pretty good at it. My sis was the weaker link. But if I were to play, I would be the weakest link! haha. Duno how to play mah.

At times, me and my sis continued zi-lianing . Lol.

All the zi lian fotos for the day: xD hoho

We tried the " xi nu ai le " expressions. Lol. Not very successful lah.

XI :DD (Wads with Dazey's face? Lol. So comical! haha)

NU! (Oh god..I look so fierce! Dun like this picture. Haha)

AI~~ (Why do I look like I am smiling?!)

Le! :) (Sweet. xD)

My personal favourite shot of the day ~~~

Original Foto:

Edited :) by Dazey

Edited :) by me

This is wad Eileen gave me (bought back from HongKong) - Hello Kitty Mirror. Thanks.

Then rushed home to see Star Awards. Touched by Chew Chor Meng's speech. Simply love his attitude and way of tinking. Hope so much he can recover.. And happy that Dai Tian Yang won Best Newcomer Award and is in the Top 10. Heh. And my favourite He Ying Xiong (Zheng Ge Ping) is in too! Haha. Yvonne Lim and Vivian Lai were realli cute juz now too. lol.

This concludes my busy Sunday. Why is Monday here so soon?! Such a busy day tomorrow and totally not looking forward to it.. HELP ME! T.T (1:16 am)

HELP MI!! :(

2009-04-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

1st time helping the Share Req people out for AGM today as they are shorthanded. Today's helping out at the AGM wasnt that bad as I have thought. Helping the company to register the shareholders and proxies for the AGM..onli bad point is that some shareholders can be pretty bad tempered. Mostly all senior citizens. Lol. Old people do have lots of money. After the AGM ended, me and my 3 colleagues were treated to lunch at the restaurant with the shareholders. I enjoyed the meal alot. Dishes came after one another, last dish being the desert - Red Bean Soup. The food is very nice! Impressed. =) And half day was gone..

Went back to office, rushing my work. So many uncompleted work and it is driving me extremely crazy! Did Ot today till 8.30pm. And still so many tings left to do! Arrgghh. Headache! Stomach is upset! Feeling very stressed. Who will help me?! Ahhhhhh!

Then come home, watch my 9pm show, then talked a little with Elson on msn. Bryan gave Elson wrong info! My dog din die!!! CHOYYY..haha..aniwae, thanks Elson for his concern. Then help Elson and Bryan click click click! x.x Doing that for nights already. (Got reward? lol)

Having sleepless nights lately. Waking up at the slightest sound. Even rain could wake mi up. Unbelievable. Then go to work like a zombie. Totally drained. Someone help me!!! T.T

Wad the heck!

2009-04-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

Was feeling so stressed and laden with work when mum smsed me. Din read the sms though I felt my phone vibrating. Was too busy to bother with that and not even 5 min had gone past, and my mum called and that call totally spoilt my mood and I couldnt concentrate at work.

She asked if my frien was going to take Happy away. I said, he hadnt confirmed. Well it was the truth, then she said, "So not confirmed huh? Okay, then I am gonna sell him away now." Wadde? I asked, " Cant we talk when I get back home? Busy at work now " No was her reply. Kns. I juz cant understand, why cant she wait? Will it hurt? Why is she so persistent to sell him away today????? Smsed her to ask her to wait, but her reply was she wants to try selling Happy away at her end. Told YJ and YJ smsed me later, telling mi his colleague wans Happy if it's free. Smsed my mother, but wadde, she din reply =.=

After about 2 hours, my sister called me, telling me, Happy is gone. Indeed, my mother had taken him out for sale. =.=Totally moodless. Why cant everyting waitttttttt??? Now means now. Wad the heck. Then, called my other sister to ask her for help, and she said, she saw with her own eyes mother taking Happy out to sell. Haiz.

Then received good news saying that no pet shops want to buy Happy (because the shop owners noe his temper haha) and Happy returned home. But happiness was shortlived. Sister smsed me saying her bf's jie's bf's employee wans Happy for free. ZZZ.. BF'S JIE'S BF'S EMPLOYEE =.= Wad if we want to visit Happy. =.= Wad a long link. I tot she wun settle it so fast, since she is going to Hongkong tomorrow for a holiday, but wad the heck. Received news when I was just about to knock off from work, that Happy is taken away. I din even have the chance to hug him the last time before he leaves our home. Wad the heck! Why cant give us more time to find suitable owner????

Totally killed my mood. I am starting to miss Happy. Surge of sadness overwhelmed me. Happy's gone from our lives. A dog that was brought into our lives at onli the age of 3 weeks old. For 1 yr + bonding with him, and now, he's just gone..gone from our lives. The feeling of losing something that means so much to you, really sucks. The kitchen spot, where Happy alwiz lies, is now empty. Starting to miss his temper, his pride, his cuteness, his sa jiao-ness, seeing him play with his toys..those fond memories of him will alwiz stay in our hearts. I miss Happy..I miss Happy..

Feeling really depressed right now. Cant help it. They just keep rolling down......arrgghhh

Thanks Bryan for listening to me and trying to cheer mi up. Thanks so much..I really needed that.

Happy No More?

2009-04-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

Something made me smile and kept me going through the rest of this boring Saturday until something just happened and its starting to kill my day.

Dad came home, was in a good mood until my mother got bitten by Happy (our dog) for no reason and my dad totally went berserk =.= My mum's fingers bled. Father got angry, charged up to our room and gave my youngest sis a big hell of a scolding, which I felt was totally redundant. Juz cuz my sis brought back the dog, which was against their wishes, so?? One year +, dun you have ani feelings towards Happy? Yea, you may say it bites, wan en fu yi, as you put it. So??? You have to go to the extent of xxx (shant mention it here) and wanting to throw it away or give it away? When you xxx him juz now, I could hear his cries. Must you do this? Does he understand?

Sometimes I juz cant understand. Dun you have ani feelings at all? Wad is his fate gonna be like? They seem so persistent. Tomorrow, they said, they are gonna send him away.

Wish I Am 17 Again! T.T

2009-04-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

Went client's place in the morning, then went back to office in the afternoon. Did abit of work and we are off, on our way to Royal Scotts Plaza at Orchard Road for high tea at 3 pm! Our manager is treating us. Haha. Heard it costs for like, about S$28 per person, exluding gst. Gosh. That's expensive, but luckily I am not the one paying. Wahaha. Manager wans to thank us for our hard work and efforts. Aniwae, this has been a practice. Manager will treat us once every year =) There is a wide variety of food there, and basically, he chose that place, cuz it serves hala food. The food is nice but I couldn't eat much. Had rice for lunch :x

Actually most of us were done eating by about 4.30, but some of them hadnt had their fill and were still eating! So, everyone was waiting for everyone else to be done, and while waiting, suddenly my phone vibrated. Omigosh. There flashing accross my handphone screen displayed Elson's name. oO Pleasant surprise cuz it's the first time he actually called me and he seldom or takes super long to reply, and his answers were alwiz very short, like one word, two word kind. I guess he juz doesnt realli like to msn or sms. But he was very friendly on the phone and we chatted for about 2 min cuz I was having high tea! haha. 4D4D! =)

Estatic. haha. Called Emp for a talk after that, cuz I was damn bored but feeling excited. :D and oso to find out how his interview went. =p Glad he made it on time for the interview today. ^^

After that went amk to shop at my favourite shop. Saw one shiny looking top, but arggh..looks nice on the model but doesnt look nice on mi =.= Actually wanted to watch Sniper but felt the urge to watch the 17 again movie, so bought the tix while waiting for dear to arrive. Dear's one eye was terribly swollen. Muz have faced the computer screen too long. x.x

And wahahha, the movie was damn nice. Quite funni! If you are wondering how the lead actor looks like, please see below for his picture. =X Zachary is his name.

Handsome dude. Haha. If I am not wrong, he starred in High School Musical. The girls sitting behind me were like, OMGGGG!! SO CUTTTEEE!! WAHHHHHH..kind of expressions. Realli make girls go gaga wif his looks. Haha. Overall, nice movie. A must watch! Catch it if you hadn't!

Reached home in time to catch the next half of the table of glory tv show. hoho. Another nice show! I am hooked!

I wish I am 17 again! Haha. I miss those school days!

Table of Glory! =)

2009-04-16T18:54:00.001+08:00

Currently very addicted to Table Of Glory. A must watch chn 8 9pm show for all my sisters and I. :D The show contains some lame parts which are meant to make people laugh, and I tink the show is nice! Keeps us wanting to continue watching! Most importantly, the show's cast has these 2 future cute ah ges. Haha. And I quite like Zheng Ge Ping's acting in there. I tink he potrayed his character very well, haha. =) Thumbs up!

Went to client's place to do accounts today! The good ting about going there, is I can wake a bit later, knock off abit earlier than my office hours (not cuz I tou lan, but cuz of client's working hours) haha and I get to take cabs and claim my cab fares. Reali envy my client. Working hours shorter by 1 hour, and as long as it's Singapore holiday or Israel holiday, they no nid to report to work! That time got F1 race, oso they no nid go work..Then last Tuesday, they half day, Wednesday they full day off! So good life! =( So many holidays! Somemore pay higher than us. T.T We slog like crazy but are paid peanuts. Life is reali unfair!!!

Read on yahoo news. Tsunami on July 22 in Singapore?? Experts tink its a hoax and it better be! If not.. x.x" But..On July 22, those in Singapore can see a partial eclipse, beginning at about 8.40am till about 9.40am. Rem to catch it! :D

LOVE =)

2009-04-15T22:49:00.001+08:00

"I miss you when something really good happens,
Cause you are the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
Cause you are the one who understands me so well.
I miss you the most when I lie awake at night,
And think of all the wonderful times that we have spent with each other,
Cause those were the most memorable times of my life."

Tried out a love quiz and here are my results..pretty accurate!

Superman sent me this email and I will write here the points I agree, that girls dun realise about guys. ;D Actually they are wad points that guys dun realise about girls too!

1. Guys may flirt around all day, but before they go to sleep, they tink about the girl they truly care about.

2. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex (very true)

3. Guys who likes you want you to be the only guy you talk to.

4. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they are still loved.

5. Giving a guy a hanging message like, "you know what?!..uh..nevermind" will only make a guy jump to a conclusion far from wad you are tinking about. And he will assume you did something wrong and become obessessed about trying to figure it out.

6. A usual act that proves the guy likes you is when he teases you.

7. Guys tink way too much. One small ting a girl does, even if she doesnt notice it can make a guy tink about it for hours, trying to figure out wad it meant.

8. When a guy says he is going crazy over a girl, he reali is. Guys rarely say this.

9. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. (=.="but it seems true.)

10. Even if you dump a guy months ago, or he leaves you for some reason, he will still wan you back in his life if he reali loves you.

Have you found your destiny? :D

P/S: Good to hear Elson is feeling better after fainting yesterday morning. Hope he gets plenty of rest and stay away from suppers after being discharged from hospital. Dun overwork as well =] Speedy recovery to you!

P/S: All the best to xqr and Bryan in finding jobs, yea! Jiayou! :P

P/S: Thanks dear again for helping mi to carry that damn lappy today after work! <3

P/S: Though I noe my dear sisters may not be reading my blog, all the best in your coming exams, (just in case you do read), and little Dazey mei, study hard! <3

Cravings

2009-04-13T22:52:00.004+08:00

Looks tempting? Ahhh..Feel so hungry juz looking at these pictures. They are like telling me, "Comeon! Put me into your mouth!" haha.

Wadsup with the hygiene standard these days? First, Indian Rojak took away two lives and many others hospitalised, and now..food poisoning from eating at a steamboat restaurant. Hopefully the standards will stop dropping and stricter rules are imposed! Cleaner plates and cleaner hands please! x.x"

But those are still my favourite food. And its been a pretty long time since I ate steamboat wif my favourite not so cooked liver! T.T
Right now, my stomach aint happy looking at these photos. I so want to eat these soon! T.T

My favourite dim sum, something that cant be missed out during ani dim sum buffets! Love the prawns. Yumyum!

Ahh..feel like a pregnant woman all of a sudden, wif all these cravings! Someone pei mi go eat! haha.

Tomorrow going client's place wif that damn lappy! (SO HEAVY!) half day then go back office, then Thursday go down again full day and Friday half day. Hate carrying the labtop!!!! But luckily, YJ helped mi carry it home today after work, if not ahhh, I have to carry that damn heavy old fashioned lappy home myself! Thanks dear! =) <3

Friday half day cuz ah, nid rush back office for high tea at orchard road! Wahha. Manager is treating us this time :)

Last but not least, thankies blurblur Bryan for doing a little promotion of my bloggie on his blog!*pengz*

Sincerity Counts.

2009-04-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

Had alwiz liked to support homegrown artistes whom, in my personal opinion, have the makings of a star.

Today went to Bukit Timah Plaza to give my support to Bryan Teoh and Elson Soh. Bryan is from Malaysia and Elson from our own island, Singapore. Event started at 2 pm, and lasted till about 6pm. Felt that both are talented singers who have a passion for music and have a talent in composing their own songs. :)

Haha. He, is Bryan Teoh (Zhang Yong Jia)! I alwiz call him blurblur, Blur BryanT, that's what he calls himself now. lol. Hardworking dude who was still up at 1 am last nite, memorizing song lyrics for the event today. =] Hard work pays off.

His autographed poster :D

My impression of Bryan:

A likeable, cheerful and sincere guy who has a great personality, great voice and write great compositions. Jiayou Bryan in both your singing and hosting career! :) Waiting for more new impressive compositions from you and the full song of your single "Gai Ze Me Ai"

This is Elson Soh! (Su Yi Quan)

I noe Bryan through Elson. lol. Like Elson's voice and the 2 singles he released are nice. Being the kind who loves to listen to emo songs, I remembered repeating his 2 songs again and again, now waiting for him to record "You'll Never Be Mine" and the new composition he sang today as well.

My impression of Elson:

A pretty shy guy next door wif a few words. I guess, he is juz like me, slow to warm up. A hardworking guy, serious in his singing career, constantly updating his blog and adding songs he sings to his playlists and asking for comments. Willing to learn. All the best to your music career and jiayou too~

The indonesian singer Fannie (I am not sure if I spelt her name correctly), also from their company M5. Totally amazed me wif her singing vocals. She could handle any song very well, in her own style!

Actually was kinda disappointed today, cuz a promise was broken..but shan't mention it here.

Never be afraid of failure;

Never be afraid to learn from your mistakes;

Dun take too long to heal from your wounds;

Talent is not everyting;

Personality and sincerity counts too.

Back to work tomorrow. Tinking of it makes mi sian-ed. Time to sleep soon! Jiayou myself too! Bz week ahead! Need time to change my blog layout here and there too. I wanna add music to my blog!

12:38 am