Hooked!

Totally hooked to this song sung by Bryan now. The tune is so damn nice and I cant believe I kept repeating this song over and over and over again! Thumbs up Bryan! =)

Wahaha, finally just sort of finished the work I brought home yesterday to do for the weekends! Finally I can heave a sigh of relief for the moment. I dun wan to wake up everyday tinking of the unfinished work. It is really a nightmare! But next week is still a busy week for me with another deadline. GRRR..Ever since I joined this company, there doesnt seem to be any rest for me the entire month! STRESSED AH!

Tomorrow, I tink going for jia zhang meeting, and mayb shun bian celebrate mothers day cum father days LOL. Anxious!

Crazy Days!

Today was a busy day. Ot-ed till 8.30pm and cabbed home to watch Ultimatum. Today is the 1st episode and it's oredi so exciting! I tink I am gonna be so hooked on this show. Many of my favourite actresses and actors! =) And the storyline seems interesting ;X

And, there is no reason why you shouldnt listen to these two new songs sung by Elson!

Very very nice songs! Trust me! Emo lyrics and the tunes are nice! There just isnt any reason one should give these two songs a miss!

Lol, sometimes I really tink wadever bad tings my mouth says will happen, will just come true. Cuz I guess they did and they are not purely coincidental. Or maybe, at times, those tings can be expected to happen. Sometimes I guess, it's still good in a way, and I hope it will make someone wake up soon. Or probably, like wad someone mentioned to me before, God is protecting me from bad people like them. =)

Okay, I am damn tired now and having a headache. Tomorrow's another crazy day for me again!

I Love Last Weekend! =)

Basically had a fun weekend doing activities I liked! =)

Sunday we went to Woodlands Bus interchange to take bus 950 to Johor Bharu, intending to ani o how get our way to shopping centres in Malaysia by wadever transport they have. Lol. Crossed immigration and into Malaysia! Happy for a moment cuz it felt like we were away from Singapore for holiday. Hiakhiak! Away from Accounts!! Away from home!! For less than a day. F3. It felt weird cuz we are still taking Singapore buses around Malaysia and paying with our eZlink cards in Malaysia! Lol. Then ani o how took bus 170 to City Square Shopping Centre. Spent half a day there shopping, and my legs were breaking!! But din spend on any other tings other than food! :X

Both cravings completed last weekend and I am satisfied. =) For the moment :X

Fun Filled Day at SSC =)

Random pictures I took in my parents' room before heading out of my house today :x

Displayed proudly on the ledge of my parents' bed :D Cutee???

Self Drawn Potrait of herself (above) by Ms Undazey - Charlene lolz.

(Below) Our beloved Happy

Guess where I headed to today? Science Centre! :D And who says Science Centre is only for kids? I have seen lao ahmas, couples and uncles aunties in there okay!

Me at the entrance, seemingly oblivous of that dinosaur behind me!

Our admission tickets!

See the poor girl hanging in the beak of that bird!

Optical illusion! See that guy??

Cheetah!!We can control the speed of the water running from that tap!

Tonardo!Hardworking guy climbing up and down the rope! haha

YJ playing the Harp! *faints* LOL!

AQUATIC LIFE!

See that eel there camouflaging?

Arent I smart? I scored full marks at 1st try for the quiz "breathing by gills or lungs" :D

Oh gawd. I am pregnant with twins?! Haha. Kidding. Thats an exhibit of an ultrascan of a pregnant lady with twins in her tummy, and nono, that's not mine!

When I saw this electric chair, I thought of Emp, hiakhiak, cuz I cant wait to put him on one! :X

Waahhaha, this machine caught my attention. Plastic surgery, it says. Lol. Let's play with it!

Original Face

Hehe. So adorable! =X

Eee! so cute!! haha. :D

LOL. YJ after plastic surgery!

Then tried this "Aging " machine as well. LOL. The results are horrendous!

BABY YJ

TEENAGE YJ

OLD YJ *LOL*
BABY ME. *FAINTS* Mum and YJ had the same reactions! They said I looked like Charlene in her younger times!
TEENAGE ME =.="

OLD ME =(

We oso went to Omni Theathre to catch "Sea Monsters". Other than the comfortable seat and the big screen, there wasnt really aniting much great about the show.

Lazy to post fotos le! Post almost all le. Lol. I had a fun filled day today! At least I know I am happy today! =) Thanks YJ for accompanying me to Science Centre today! Really need a breather! ^^

Hehe, and people, here's a reason why you should subscribe to EmpHub. Cuz it's funni and creative. LOL.

Before I end off this long entry, do take a listen to Bryan's newly composed song. Lyrics and tune all composed by blur Bryan =)

A Broken Heart.

Have you guys caught this movie yet? Yes, Night At The Museum 2 is out in the cinemas today. I was so excited to catch this movie as part 1 was really interesting and I suppose part 2 would be equally thumbs up. But after watching it today, I personally feel disappointed with the show overall when I compare it with part 1. It wasnt that funny and it wasnt that cute. I would say it's watchable but not one that will stay in my memories for a long time. Personal rating: 6/10

Yes, that's how I felt on Tuesday. One word: heartbroken.

She, betrayed my trust and leaked out my secrets. When I confronted her about it, she actually denied. Then what has she got to say about stuff that I told only her and she was the linkage to those people? Totally disappointed and heartbroken. A frien of 2 years, someone I tot was one of my best friends. Someone I thought would understand me best since we were in the same boat. Yes, but sadly, this 2 year friendship is juz going down the drain cuz I dun c ani initiative in her. She totally doesnt bother, so why should I? I will be totally out of her life and she would not see me animore, be it online or in the real world. Goodbye my friend. You had come to the extent of making me kinda hate you and good luck with that complicating online guy friend of urs. Call me evil, but I secretly hope you will get the same treatment as he did, to me, soon. Cuz you never noe wad evil plots and stories he makes up and will make up. Then I hope when he is finally out of your life, you will regret that you are in it together with him. :)

My Hai Gui has swum to a far away ocean and never coming back. Despite being disappointed wif me, he still told me, "Take care of yourself, k?"Sorry for keeping things from you and now that you found out about them, you were upset. Yes, I did tell you some white lies. But I juz cant understand y cant you see my intentions behind my white lies when others could? Why did you not even bother to hear my side of the story?? You are still the same you, alwiz shutting your mind off to things you dun wish to hear, treating them as excuses, at least to me. You were never fair to me and you yourself agreed on that before. I have alwiz looked upon you as my pillar, my motivation, my advisor, my encouragement. Suddenly this pillar is gone and I felt lost. I need time to recover. Felt it wasnt right to leave your email hanging there, so I wrote a long email to explain tings though I duno when you will read it or even read it. At least I feel better after explaining tings out. All the best and sorry for disrupting your peaceful life. Talking about maturity, I guess it was a very immature act of your buddies to try to hack? Tired. I guess it's really time to take a break from you.

But anihow, this is what I wanted to do and couldnt do animore. Goodbye my friend and take good care of yourself.

Thanks for my good friens and Charlene for listening me out. Trust was what Charlene told me to tink about. How many people in your life can you actually trust?

Today.

After a bath this morning, all ready to start the day. Oh man, wadsup wif those 2 huge eyebags! They are unjustifiable as I slept so much during the weekends! *Complains*

Yesterday had been pondering whether to meetup wif Elson, Carol, Daniel and the rest, after work for dinner, so hadn't replied to Elson's sms. Then mum told me in the morning, ahgong's hospitalised this morning..haiz..Worried for him. Afterall he's oredi in his 80s+..shan't mention why he is hospitalised. So decided to visit him wif YJ after work at Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Sorry Elson for not meeting up wif u guys tonight. Dun be so moody lahs. Cheer up. Be happy. At least there are many people who care for you, alrighty! And Carol, din receive any bombards in my hp tonight. U muz have enjoyed urself :) And thanks for missing me! hehe

In case you are wondering, what that is, that's my hand, with a Tan Tock Seng Hospital chop on it. Impressed wif the equipments and strict checks in the hospital. Thumbs up. Went to visit ahgong in his ward wif YJ. Duno when he can be discharged. When I saw him, I almost couldnt recognise him. I had to take two to three hard looks at him to ensure I went to the right ward. Cant believe that's my ahgong lying there on the hospital bed. He looked so feeble and weak. He used to look so strong and healthy on the outside, although he isnt actually. But now he looked so different. Pains me when I look at his skin. Haiz. And his hearing seemed to have worsen. He couldnt hear really clearly although I was already talking quite loudly. He kept yawning and looked very tired. So we stayed there only a while, off the lights and let him have a good rest. Hope he gets well soon.. =(

Today finally received the appraisal from the bao qing tian. Still awaiting the report from my
senior about my performance. Bao qing tian mentioned regarding my overall performance - (Quoted word for word) "Serena has shown certain independence in her work. She is able to work under stressful datelines and still able to provide the accuracy" Phew. Thought she would write something bad for me, since she kinda kan bu shun yan wo ever since the job change arranged by the manager. Obviously she wasnt happy wif the arrangement, thus the resignation letter that Tuesday.

Koped this foto of Happy from Dazey sis. Din noe she went to visit Happy wif Eileen on Sunday till Charlene told me about it. She said it was a last minute decision, and at that time, I was already out of the house, so she din inform me. I miss Happy! =( He's still so adorable as always.

I am feeling tired. Had told manager of my concern. His promise of delivering one of our client's job at an advanced timing is hardly possible, as I have oredi 2 jobs on hand during that period and hardly possible to squeeze in another. Hope he comes up wif something tomorrow. Spare me, cuz I really cant take the stress animore!! Really tired.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I wish this is what I see before me right now. Juz wanna face the sea alone and scream out loud, or probably, juz even jump in and drown myself.

So near yet so far.

Broken promises.

What happened to the day I thought I would feel happy since 2 pm? Just so invisible and deliberately unnoticed.

[ 1:08 am ]

DARK FUTURE??

Juz an update:

Monday after work went to Amara to attend YJ's frien's wedding dinner. The food was better than the one I had at Shangrila. His frien Yifa and Kenshin are funni ppl. Kenshin's comments on the fish dish were hilarious and Yifa alwiz go to the wrong place for wedding dinner. Venue at Amara Hotel, he turned up at Furama Hotel. Safra at Tampines, he turned up at Yishun Safra. Then when he appeared at Furama Hotel, he asked the reception who said there was no wedding dinner. His reaction was, "Wedding last minute cancelled?" *faint*

Finally finished my accounts yesterday for V. Abit more relaxed now for 1-2 days. Then freaking busy again. Haiz. NEVERENDING! So I took leave tomorrow to give myself a short break, then Friday and Monday go down to client's place to do accounts! *sighs*

Today, supervisor was in a good mood, then came her email saying she had tendered her resignation letter this morning. Isit good news or bad news for me? Haiz. I duno. Pros and cons. Pros cuz I nid not face a bao qing tian animore, but oso lots to worry about after she is gone though. Haiz..as for holidays, tink nid to postphone. Hope manager finds someone to help me wif my work after she is gone, so that there will be someone to cover my work when I am not around! T.T When can I say goodbye to accpac, premium, MECWISE, excel worksheets, chequeprint, EPE, EPW??? Balance sheets, profit and loss, trial balance, journals, cash book, receipts, payments, bank letters, telegraphic transfer...AHHHH..BE GONE!!

Sians. Totally no mood now. Wad is my future going to be like? Why does it seem so dark??!!

锁住时间 and the memories will last forever.

Today's Mother's Day and everyone is blogging about it. Lol. And I realised I dun really have my mum's photo! But aniwae, here's one which we took last year and many of you have seen it oredi. Family foto :)

Wanted to bring my parents to a restaurant cuz the food there is nice and I wanted them to try it! But dad said he is not free tonite, so end up I din treat them dinner today. Guess next week, then will celebrate both Mother's Day and Father's Day together. When I told my sisters about me wanting to give a treat, they actually said I bring mum and dad go can le, cuz bringing them along would make the dinner more costly. I wan them to try the food there too! =( Aniwae, will update about the dinner when we have it.

Yup, that lady sitting down, in the foto, is my mum. Do we look like her or our dad?

She stopped work long ago, I think when I was 5 yr old, to take care of me and my sisters. Full time housewife, taking care of all the daily necessities. A listening ear to all my stress and work problems.

A mum who leaves all the cute little messages and notes on the table when she leaves the house to go somewhere. Once, she was so cute as to leave a piece of note on the table, with one packet of chrysanthem and one bottle of medicine beside it. On the note, she wrote that the bottle is for my sis's throat as she was having a sore throat and having her exams as well. Then she added that she's gonna come home to cook chrysanthem tea later when she is back home. Lol. Cute huh? That's my mum.

She can be super naggy at times though! T.T She is quite young at heart at times too when trying to communicate wif us. Lol. buay tahan. My mum never complains when she gets up from her sleep juz to kill a xiaoqiang who is disturbing my sis studying downstairs while my maid continues to be in her dreamland. A mum who may be hard hearted at times but soft hearted in the inside. A woman who loves her plants and is proud of her little "forest". Haha.

HAPPY Mother's Day! =)

I received a painless injection juz now and I am happy. Afterall two weeks have gone by quietly BUT!! now I am all geared up to face tomorrow. =) Hopefully I can last the day cuz tomorrow will be a busy day!

* All I wana do now is to 锁住时间. *

(12:23 am)

C.A.P. DD =]

As requested, I shall be a good ger and dedicate this whole entry to C.A.P. DD. =] Seeing the video above, you should noe who C.A.P. DD is. Yea, thats a nickname I gave Elson ;D

Knew him through Emp. Emp had sent me his 2 songs and I was so hooked on his "Liao Jie " song that I kept repeating it. So emo and the song is nice. Even my sis had to exclaim, " how many times muz you play this song?" End up even she noe how to sing some parts of the song too oredi. haha. Then Emp sent me his bloglink and I went in for a peep. Emp had heard about him through his frien..lol. so here goes the history of how I noe about his existence.

He's really busy recording and filming these days, and soon I tink he will be on tv. His name is Elson. Rem his name & his face. =)

Happi cuz he's gonna send mi his mp3 for the comma, fullstop song. Like the tune and I am feeling excited cuz I had asked him for a favour and he agreed to help mi. Dun break ur promise hor! :D

Aniwae, juz wana say, you are very lucky oredi, doing something you like as a career. I wish I had this courage and ability to do so too, if I had, I wouldnt be stuck wif accounts for the rest of my life. I noe there is some obstructions along the way, hindering you, but you have never given up, so dun give up ok? Esp now tings are looking bright for you, I am sure your hard work will be paid off. Jiayou ler! =)

Tings that are yours will be yours finally. Hope you get the happiness you want soon. Take tings slowly at a time bah. Aniting juz drop mi a message yea? xD

Tired from playing badminton in the morning. haha. Old bones are cracking! =(

Random Thoughts

Life had been pretty hectic for me these days. Bringing the dreaded work home to do is really what I detest! For days I have been doing so, and last night, I lasted till 1 + am sitting infront of my lappy using that damn new payroll system! It really sux!

Looking forward to weekend cuz this tired machine of mine is craving for some well deserved rest!

Logged in audi and saw something I din wish to see. I bet that someone left that for me to see and grats, YOU achieved the results you wanted to get for a moment. Sometimes you really make me wonder lots. How complicating can you get??! But, as alwiz, closing one eye and pretending noting has happened has become seemingly a habit cultivated. I will try not to let that spoil my weekend. =) I have enuf tings loaded in my mind to tink about.

Stressed. Why am I alwiz misunderstood or thought otherwise? Why are peoples' minds so complicating and complex to tink of simple actions as something so devilish and unintended? Why muz there be competition in this world?

I guess I juz tend to bottle all my unhappiness within me, swallow wadever others have to say and juz keep mum about it. Not wanting to create any unecessary trouble seems to be my character since many many years ago. I juz cant bring myself to say my displeasure infront of the person face to face. And why do I forgive so easily and tink for others when others dun give a damn? Friends say I should not be so soft hearted..I should let known my feelings. But thats juz not my practice!

Should I change???

逗号句号

Glad that Singapore is imposing strict rules regarding swine flu. Many buildings have already started checking the temperatures of visitors and occupants of the offices in the buildings. Mine will be starting tomorrow! How about urs?

Soon, everyone in our company would be given a thermometer each. Hope we will not be required to wear masks in the future!

Manager called our team in for a short meeting just now. I guess if the swine flu condition gets worse, (choychoy), we may have to work from home for about 1 week but 2 people from our team will need to go down to Tuas workstation to do our work if we are not able to work from home due to some systems we are using. Please dun identify me as one of them cuz I reali do not wish to go down to Tuas! OMG, its damn far! But aniwae, hopefully it will not be activated.

Elson smsed today, saying that he was chosen to go down for the audition at Mediacorp today at 8pm, because of the Channel U Kissable Guy Competition. He was the 1st in rank =) Grats! Then Bryan called later in the afternoon, asking if I wana go down to Mediacorp with him and some other people to support Elson. Meeting place is at Elson's house and there will be a bus catered to send us there and back. Sorry couldnt make it cuz Elson's house is at Choa Chu Kang! And I am working, so kinda rush for me to meet them at 6+. At this point in time, Elson's audition should be starting. Hope he wins! Good luck! And Bryan got 4th in the competition. Not too bad le lah =] and he got some great deals cuz of this competition! Way to go! :)

Aniwae, share some good stuff with you guys.

苏奕铨 / 张永佳 - 逗号句号 (LIVE 全新创作)



作词: 黑夜
作曲: Bryan 张永佳
演奏: Elson 苏奕铨

As you can see, the melody is composed and played by them. That's Elson playing the piano and both of them singing. =) I like this song alot! Any mp3 version? hehe. I wan to have this kind of piano too!

Currently hooked on this song!

Akon and Wilber - Be with You




Okay, shall end my entry here. Poor me brought work home to do! :( Jiayou me!

JIAYOU EVERYONE!

On my way home juz now, someone boarded the bus and sat infront of our seat. The picture explains it all.

He had this sweat smell on him and I could hardly breathe. YJ had this constipated look on him that made me just wan to luff. Lol. He kept very quiet after I alerted him of the smell. I pulled my hair to my nose and smelt it, and told him proudly my new concept , " Now I noe y girls wan to leave long hair! Lol! "

Noting exciting or interesting happening my life these few days, so noting much to blog about..In fact, tinking of tomorrow, makes me really sian. By hook or by crook, tmr I got to rush that work out. Last Friday was the deadline. Not that I slacked or wad, I had been very busy, plus supervisor kept delaying the work progress, really sux!

Want to say a few tings to a few people though.. Duno if they read my blog though.

Firstly, wana say,

to a few people.

Glad that Emp finally found a job. Grats! And Grats on lvling ur audi character too! Lol. Hope this job you found will be suitable for you, and hopefully in time to come, you will get a pay rise soon okay?! Huat ar! And..thanks for remembering my existence and checking out on mi everytime I din online. My good frien whom I feel really at ease talking about aniting under the sun to and scolding without having to worry you will take it to heart! WAHAHA.. I noe you are excited about tomorrow. Hope everyting turns out well for you! And thanks for being there for me regardless of my moods! =)

Good luck to my 2 dear sisters who are having exams at this point in time. Really hope and look forward to being able to escape together in June, alrity? Make that happen! lol.

To YJ..

Take care of your eye! Sometimes you really make me feel mad, sometimes you make me luff. =) Thanks for taking care of me.

Next, to my Hai Gui..

I noe you wont be reading this blog, cuz I hadnt given you this link. Had been looking forward to Saturdays..cuz that's kinda like the day when I will hear from you. But this Saturday was a quiet one. How have you been? Traces of you lingered. Was that you or someone else? Thanks for still listening to my updates and being my pillar of strength at times. =)

To pig,

I hardly see you online animore. Neither had you kept in contact with me, or replied my last email. Miss the long chats on the phone. Miss playing audi with you guys. But I guess, I am just as good as gone.

To Den, (though oso you dun have my link I guess)

How have you been? Hope you r doing fine and I am not in your hate list. Miss the times playing with you in audi and calling you lazy king. Bun was one of the nicks I would never forget.

Wonder if I am still their friends? =\

To Bryan,

Falling sick during a holiday is reali one of the worst things that can happen. Hope you eat your medication and rest enough. Eat healthily and hope your fever subsides soon. Take care and hopefully you will get well soon to enjoy your holiday..

To Elson,

Reading your blog daily had become one of my habits. Constantly checking for updates and new posts. There is just so much to read on your blog! haha. Love the lifestyle videos and nice writing of the novel in Chinese! Jiayou oh and take realli good care of your health too, ya! You 2 bros are alwiz falling ill!

Tink I shall end my post here.. JIAYOU EVERYONE TMR ! =]

(12:37 AM)