Friday, May 8, 2009

Random Thoughts

Life had been pretty hectic for me these days. Bringing the dreaded work home to do is really what I detest! For days I have been doing so, and last night, I lasted till 1 + am sitting infront of my lappy using that damn new payroll system! It really sux!

Looking forward to weekend cuz this tired machine of mine is craving for some well deserved rest!

Logged in audi and saw something I din wish to see. I bet that someone left that for me to see and grats, YOU achieved the results you wanted to get for a moment. Sometimes you really make me wonder lots. How complicating can you get??! But, as alwiz, closing one eye and pretending noting has happened has become seemingly a habit cultivated. I will try not to let that spoil my weekend. =) I have enuf tings loaded in my mind to tink about.

Stressed. Why am I alwiz misunderstood or thought otherwise? Why are peoples' minds so complicating and complex to tink of simple actions as something so devilish and unintended? Why muz there be competition in this world?

I guess I juz tend to bottle all my unhappiness within me, swallow wadever others have to say and juz keep mum about it. Not wanting to create any unecessary trouble seems to be my character since many many years ago. I juz cant bring myself to say my displeasure infront of the person face to face. And why do I forgive so easily and tink for others when others dun give a damn? Friends say I should not be so soft hearted..I should let known my feelings. But thats juz not my practice!

Should I change???

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