Felt like writing something here.

A true winner is someone who wins peoples' hearts as well as excel acamedically. A person who wishes to win in ALL aspects at ALL times are people unlikely to compromise at times and unlikely to be popular. They think that they are ALWAYS right and wants tings in their favour. An overly headstrong and determined person can be super irritating too when he/she doesnt get the tings he/she wants and I do mean, IMMEDIATELY.

^_^ Starting today I live a life minus 1. I consider her out of my life. 2 is wad I have, not 3.

Something is missing..

Being random~

Thanks YJ for taking leave just to celebrate my birthday for me. Tink he is much more excited than me. lol. In the morning, he went early to J8 to book tickets for the Liang Zi Qiang ghost show. Haha. Nice and funni de show. First story was creative, teach u how to earn money :X Second story was abit scary. Third story was more on kinship, and it was quite funny. Lol. =P

Then, he brought me to have a feast yest at Bali Thai (if i am not wrong about the name). Expensive feast which serves both Indonesian and Thai food for buffet.

YJ's test tube drink, out from the chemistry lab. Lol. His is nice. Mine tasted horrible lah. Never gonna order this drink ever ever again. Tastes more like soursop than lychee. Gosh. Sour si ler. T.T

My two favourite dishes - Pandan Chicken and Sambal Sotong. Yum!

Okay, that concludes our buffet lunch and our only meal for yesterday. :D

He also bought me a birthday gift. Thanks~

Received many birthday wishes yesterday, especially after midnight. Thanks so much for the wishes. =)

I had hoped so much that THEY would wish me, THEY that never onlined in my msn animore. THEY that I had lost contact wif. At least that would make me feel happy cuz they remembered I existed. But then again, I wished wif a small percentage in my heart that THEY din, so that I would noe I shouldnt hope so much animore. But if that happened, I would feel damn disappointed. So much contradictions. I miss THEM.

Well, slightly after midnight, I felt hopes were dashed. I felt disappointed. No offline msgs, no smses, no calls. Noting at all. Then suddenly like magic, those wishes from them came. I felt happy for a moment. Then..disappointed and sad. Things just arent the same animore..The efforts arent so much animore. I couldnt request for aniting else. I just cant. Even if I did, those requests wun be fulfilled, even on my birthday. Then I tot back about tings that happened weeks ago. Was the action done on purpose? Or you remembered? Or cuz you were notified? I hope that its cuz you remembered. Afterall I din c any recent activity until yest after midnight. So I guess you remembered and came just to wish me. As fast as that happened, it was gone. The day I was looking forward to was over. There is no other days that I know, I would still remain contact wif you all, or know I am still in your hearts.

Couldnt sleep. Thank God I slept in the afternoon yesterday. I knew I will feel this way but I just cant stop the way I am feeling. Felt the urge to do wad D's ex did. I told myself I would never do that, but the urge came. Habits are just too hard to kick. I expected more..

Officially older by one year. Arent really happy though. Tings are missing in my life.

THEY are gone....

While waiting for the stamina in Fish A Fish to replenish, I shall jot down some rubbish here first. Lol. Today wanted to satisfy my craving for MARKS and SPENCERS cookies and Candy Empire's sweets, so VIVO I went! Cuz got both my favourite shops there, M&S and Candy Empire! Woots!

Going to Vivo brought back some memories. But behind those memories, sad to say, is a fullstop, sealed tight, never to be continued. Haiz. Kinda miss those times sitting there by the sea, facing Sentosa, chatting our hearts out and her capturing the evening sky there and using her lappy to blog. Those were the days. Long gone. Since months ago. I cant help but guess, frienship can relli be brittle. If we were still friends, probably she would be planning these few days, where and when to mit up, to celebrate my bdae. Still remembered last year, when she waited for me at my office lobby wif a rose in her hands. Remembered the efforts she put in to mit BBQ at his office just to get him to write some ting on the birthday card, and then presenting him as a surprise guest for the dinner.

Vivo oso reminded me of luvy. Hadnt met up wif him for quite some time. The lamest person I have ever known, but never failing to cheer mi up wif his lamest ever jokes. Hope to mit up with him soon...

BBQ has been busy working. Hadnt caught up wif him, other than at times we saw each other in Audi. Wonder how is him? Wonder how is everyone?

This year, I guess it would be different. They are gone. They who celebrated my bdae wif me for 3 years. I procrastinated. Somehow I still hope for something. Or probably, I am used to them being around me during special ocassions especially. A habit. A wish. A hope.

And on the train to YJ's house today, saw Jansen, but he duno got see me a not. Omg. Lol. Brought back poly memories. I miss those poly days. Haha. Poly was fun.. (: Memories that stay....forever...

Happy National Day peeps! (:

My favourite birthday wishes :D

Not that I dun wan to blog. Is cuz my blogger was down for two days. I juz cant upload any pictures!

Aniwae, we had a birthday celebration for all August babies in our office on Friday. We had a lunch in buffet and each of us August babies had one knife to cut one side of the cake and take fotos. Lmao. Our manager is an August baby too, and altogether, there were 6 of us (: For monthly birthdays, birthday people are supposed to buy birthday gifts with the 68 dollars they are given. As I mentioned, I duno wad to buy lahs. Then very boliao de, cuz we buy le, then colleague need wrap the prezzie up and hand them to us on the day of celebration. BOLIAO RITE! Then so malu la, cuz the colleagues wan us to show them wad we bought. Most bought perfume la, one bought twilight set of books, and me ley? I feel so paiseh to open mine, cuz mine is like the cheapest? I bought...

lol. Dun luff at me! Then when open my present, everyone was like "wah, wads that?" then come take a closer look. Sae I very smart, buy collectors item blahblah. Then all discussing about MJ and one of them so enthu, wan watch the dvd. Still ask my manager can on anot, everyone can watch. -.-" Then after the lunch, I went back to my desk, wan to do my work, then that colleague came and asked me to on the dvd. *faints* Then all watching there lah, so paiseh. My manager oso watching *LOL* Fun day cuz we hardly have the time to "gossip" in the toilet in one whole group before the celebration. And the "gossip" was started by me. LOL. Cuz I say one of my colleagues starting to get nottier. Then they "complain" to my manager say I say they notti. Waliew. Spoil my "guai" image. haha.

Today's National day and I managed to catch Elson's advertisement. hehe. YJ gave me a surprise today by turning up at my doorstep. =.=" These days, he juz likes to give me lots of surprises. Rawr. But I guess, I am happy but very very bored!

Parade's starting soon, and later got Singapore Idol. :D And cant watch the Man U vs Chelsea match later. =(( My Michael Owen. Lol.

Tata!

Sleepy :D

I wish I know your intentions. I wish I know your motives. Your actions spelt "purposely" and I felt disappointed that I held on and believed in you. I trusted you would never do such a thing. It only spelt that either you are selfish, or you wana bring harm to me in some way, or probably, I really duno you afterall. Or probably, I wish to believe what you did was under peer pressure, but afterall, no one can force you to do something you dun wish to do. Either way, I have always believed that you are much more matured in handling stuffs, and never expected this to come from you. Afterall, I have always confided in you. Those words you had used on me before, are the exact words I have for you now.

The appetite for eating is dying once again. Bought Mee Pok wif fishballs yesterday for lunch. Ended up eating only the fishballs. Threw away the rest. Then din eat much for dinner.
Today, I managed to finish my lunch though, but I already am starting to feel bloated. Good in a way though, probably I can diet in this way (:

Not in the mood to work! I wana go home. I wan time to go back! I wana change the wrongs into rights! I feel sleepy and tired.

Disappointed.

I din tink you would do such a ting, at least to me. But I was so wrong when I saw your name appear there. =.= Wads ur motive?? You made me feel disappointed, really disappointed.

I kept trying to remind myself, "Life is cool", but "Why? Why? Why?" keeps popping into my head.

Today's a rainy day and god, I felt so sleepy at work. Wasnt productive at all! haha. I wana continue slacking tomorrow, do my tings slowly and enjoy the time passing by. I feel so lazy! :X I din like going to work. Office politics and a cold war going on everyday. Sick and tired of it. I told myself to ignore everyting around me. I am gonna start to take tings one step at a time, do what I am supposed to do, and not caring about any other tings other than the tings I am supposed to be concerned with. Then when time is ripe, I would just say "Bye".

Aniwae, I am really those sort who can treat you nicely if you treat me nicely. I can give you the same treatment, even twice of what you treat me. This is me. (: But if you really try to step on me, dun blame me when I give you a double treatment of it back.

I guess this is life. But I wana be smiling. At least I wan to try to smile when the odds are against me. I wan to be a new me. (:

I am Loving It~

Friday night, I had continuous dreams of the two brothers and one of EME's members. *Faint* But I am not naming who the EME member is. *LOL*

Yesterday, we went to Ion Orchard. This is how Ion Orchard looks like. (juz in case you have never been there before. Heh). A shopping centre selling branded stuffs. I know I wun spend aniting there cuz all the stuffs too branded le lahs. lol. Went there to peep at my client :x Wana c how they look like *haha* Managed to peep but I duno who is who. *pengz*

Next stop is at Parkway Parade. Went there shopping first but I still hadnt found aniting to buy using the S$68 birthday money given by colleagues, and I had to get something with it! Die lahs. I am those sort who can only buy tings wif something in mind, but rite now, there isnt anyting much I wish I can get. Why cant I dun spend and keep that S$68?? Rofl.

Carol mei smsed me to ask mi where I am. Lol. But I was still shopping. :x When I came down, I saw her sitting there with Yuan Zhuang but I din dare approach them, reason being is cuz, I am not really used to approaching people, until I have gathered enough courage, or I have no choice. So I din approach her. Then I saw Elson's boss reached le and was talking to them. The more I din wan to approach them. *Lol* Then she walked past us a few times and I tot she saw me, but looks like she din. Saw Shawn Tok oso. The winner of campus superstar. He's Elson's friend and was there to support Elson too. I saw them walk to Mcdonalds. I suppose to meet up with Elson and to have their dinner. So me and YJ went to Fish and Co to eat our dinner. :D After they are back from Mcdonalds, Carol called me, asking where I am. *Lol*

Came out from Fish and Co after our dinner, then she spotted us. :X Elson was there too, and they asked Elson over as well, who took photos wif us. Ahh..so paiseh :\ This time, Carol was friendly :D

Elson singing on stage. :D

After the event, we joined Elson, his boss, EME, Shawn and his friends for a drink at Mos Burger, though I was really full then. Actually my impression of his boss was that he is a fierce guy, (impression from the Bukit Timah Plaza event) , but I tink I am quite wrong. He is funni and crappy and livened up the whole atmosphere. =) Laughed at his jokes. YJ oso told him of my wish to ask Elson to sing at my xxxx haha. Then they joked say better dun sing "Fen Shou Kuai Le" *F3* His boss let us hear the demo of the advertisement Elson filmed in. He said it sounded like Mcdonalds advertisement cuz of the song. He told us that this advertisement would be shown on tv starting National Day. I tink it should be aired on Channel 5 first. =)

Enjoyed myself though it's only a short while. Received Elson's cd at last. =) Thankies. And thanks Carol mei for breaking the ice ^^

Sis told me last nite that dad wans us to go shopping for furniture today at 11 am, and it's 11:54 oredi and we are still at home. I had made plans to go Expo today de lehs. Kinda annoyed! I hate it when my plans are ruined. RAWR.

"Life is Cool". That's what Sweetbox sang. AFter listening to this song, I hope this is what I can achieve. Tink positively cuz someone else would have it worse than me. Instead of complaining, rearrange. The grass will be greener on the other side. I have to work on this! =) Life is Cool~

Tonite, Liverpool vs Singapore match at 7pm! =x Looking forward to it! Hopefully the inspirational Torres can play longer!

CROOKED MOUTH DOG!

Alrite, Cherry, the fotos of the notti, botak doggie wif a crooked mouth for you!

I NEARLY sufferred from a biting from this fella AGAIN just now! Was trying to snap good fotos of this little fella, who was busy biting the cloth given to him by Char. All the fotos turned out bad, so Dazey suggested that I take away the cloth from him, which I did. The next moment I knew, he got angry, looked at me and growled, ready to attack. I hurriedly jumped up onto my bed, and these are the views from my bed. There, Dazey luffed. Laughed cuz I followed what she said. =.= Then my mother scolded Happy and Happy got angry sia. Still growled at my mum. He really like human being, know we scolding him sia. pengz.

This weekend, I have thought of what to do. :D And hopefully, I wun be left aside =.= Juz cant help concluding that guys juz love to game. GRRR!

TODAY explains it all. LOL

A quick update :D

Yesterday was the 3rd day of leave for me yesterday. I enjoyed my leave slacking at home. (: Yesterda YJ was on leave too, and we went to Scarlet Room for a KTV session! It cost about S$20 (Max 4 people) excluding other miscellaneous charges, like svc charge, compulsory drinks. Well, total bill came up to about S$31++. Fruits were served too.

Today went back to work. Manager had mentioned he would revise the reallocation of jobs previously allocated as some of us were overwhelmed by the number of jobs. Not sure what it would be really like to do those jobs allocated to me yet, as my senior hadnt handover the 3 accounts jobs to me. But at least he took out 3 small payroll jobs from my reallocated portfolio and handed them to other staff. Ahem, so I am one of the two overwhelmed staffs. Lolz. Slightly happier for a while today. Hopefully this portfolio will work this time.

And! I found out why these days my stomach hadnt been well, after reading this article on TODAY today. lolz. Extreme stress can wreck havoc on a person's gastronitestinal tract, triggering a host of symptoms such as excessive flatus, bloatedness, intense stomach cramps, constipation or diarrhoea. A highly stressed individual may not make the best dietary choices. Some diets can result in a person having more gas. Such food for example, include carbonated drinks, alcohol, beans, cabbage, onions, broccoli and those that contain insoluble fibre such as bran. They tend to rush through their meals, ending up swallowing not only food, but also air.
SO, THIS EXPLAINS IT!

A Sunday when Happy is BOTAK AGAIN! lolz

Lay in bed till 9 am today before I finally got up from bed. Turned behind to look, expecting onli to see Char's bed empty, since I had heard her get up from her bed earlier. Wow, Dazey's bed is empty too! And someone's bathing in the toilet, and it's Dazey! Realli couldnt believe it lehs. Haha.

Had arranged to go out to eat dim sum at Excelsior Hotel today with both of them, but before that, we need to settle Happy's grooming first! How are we going to get Happy to the groomer, and are we able to make appointments today at such short notice? Dazey called the Serrangoon pet groomer which they brought Happy to, last time, but was told "Fully booked". I remembered YJ's house nearby got a pet grooming shop that is newly opened. YJ managed to search the webbie for us, and Dazey called to make an appointment. Heh. Transport provided. Sweet. (: The guy, Alan, came to our house to bring Happy away in his little car. We were so afraid that Happy, the little white tiger, would bite him. At first, Happy was fierce, but soon, after some coaxing, surprisingly, Alan managed to "sweep" him up easily. *Impressed* Then off they went, and we went to meet up wif YJ for the DIM SUM!

Treated them dim sum there. (: Service was slow and wasnt that good as usual. But we somehow managed to eat our fill. Our favourite XIA JIAOs! loves~ The carrot cake was damn nice too. Heh. After that, we went to walk walk abit around the area, before me, YJ, and Dazey headed to Bugis, while Char headed home, cuz Char got work at Esplanade later! I was tired and my stomach wasnt feeling too good lately. Dazey took a long time shopping at Sasa, and wishing dear Charlene was around to help her make decisions. She finally bought foundation, which she intended to get using the S$10 bdae voucher her friend gave her, onli to her dismay that it had expired. LOL.

Headed back to YJ house and went to take a look at little Happy. He was oredi botak when we reached there. Lol. We had sent him for full grooming and de-ticking. He was shivering in the cage when we saw him. Lol. Alan's 3 year old Jack Russel was very well behaved. He simply loved the way Dazey "sayangs" him. Once Dazey touched him, he lay on his back straightaway, waiting to enjoy being doted on. Then we left him there, cuz Alan would bring Happy back when he is done wif the other dogs as well. Then rotted in YJ's house.

When we reached home, Happy's oredi back home. Quiet and well behaved this time round. Service was not bad we felt, and we would continue to use Alan's service. Afterall, transport was provided, as well as tink about 5 or 6 grooming services would get us one grooming service free. (: Whole grooming service today cost S$50. (Full grooming + De Ticking)

Alrity! Long entry without any photos. Hehe. Shall stop here now! TATAs!

Dont Come In And Out Of My Life Like You Please

I love the lyrics. So sentimental and sad.

Tell Me What Happened This Time
Made You Come Back Again
I Find Out Only See You
When Luck Deserts You

If This Is Your Idea Of Happiness
Then Lets Be Clear Those Words Of Yours
Aint Working Animore

Cuz I Am Always Giving
Here Waiting While You Are Living
I Need A New Beginning
Oh I Am Not The Girl I Used To Be With You

YOU THINK MAYBE THAT I'M JUST SO EASY
YOU CAN COME IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE LIKE YOU PLEASE
BUT BABY NO
DONT YOU KNOW THAT IT TAKES MORE
TO KEEP A GIRL LIKE ME??

No More Waiting For You To Change
Dont You Know That You Bringing Flowers Wont Stop The Rain
Baby No No
Dont You Know It Takes More??
You Are The Only One Not Worth Waiting For

I Know You Are Busy So If
You Gotta Go Then Go But
Dont Forget To Leave My Heart
I Stayed Around For You
But You Are Nowhere To Be Found Now
Once Again Here You Are


Woke up this morning, hoping to start afresh. Thanks Emp, for being there for me, to listen, through my darkest moments. =) Very much appreciated.

Sometimes, people are just so predictable. Everything happened as I expected. The trainings have somewhat taught me to be slightly stronger and not to bleed as much tears as before, just like your habits of taking me for granted. Thanks for hardening my heart just like how you harden yours. All the best on leading your happy life.

Hate U Tai Ji Quan-er. BLEKKKKK

If my client said that her place is full of people who tai ji quans, my office has one who ALWIZ tai ji quans, and one of her is enuf to get me on my nerves. My simple instruction to her was, help me send the signed bank letter to the bank. Morever, she is my "supervisor"? Shouldnt I be the one looking up to her instead of the other way around???? 1 simple instruction = 3 calls from her today. I cant even have a peaceful break. When had I ever called her when she was on leave?

First Phone call:
Serena, the bank letter is signed. Do I need to send the green copy together wif the original?

Halo, 1st time sending bank letters? Or r u just too reliant on me? Gave her very very clear instructions, spoonfed her every single step.

Second Phone call:
Erm..need two signatures mah? Or one enuf?

Dots???

Okay, I let go of these two conversations, but the third one really pisses me off.

Third Phone call:
Bank called, if remitting in Indian Rupee no nid correspondent bank details. If in SGD then need. How ar, is Indian Rupee or SGD? Should be Indian Rupee rite?

Based on the email B sent, sounds like Indian Rupee.

I wait till M comes back to office tomorrow ba, then ask him send the email to confirm. Then value date muz next week le.

Call B up and ask lor? Can get answer straightaway mah, and you can do it rite away. Y muz wait till M come back then send email? (freaking waste of time and delay, which was purposely intended).

Dun wan call lah, later B say why write until so clear already still need call and ask?

Just tell her what bank say lor. (HALO, MAKE PHONE CALL SO DIFFICULT MAH?? OR U JUZ WAN DELAY UNTIL I COME BACK THEN SETTLE? THIS PORTFOLIO U NO FEN IN IT DE LAH??U GOT ALOT OF TINGS, I DUN HAVE??? U OT BUAY SAI, I OT CAN LAH? WHEN HAVE U EVER HELPED IN REPLYING THOSE NEVERENDING EMAILS? SIBUAY BUAY SONG OREDI OK!)

I got alot of tings to do now. Okay, tomorrow then send email. I need to do my tings le. Bye.

Stupid. Sorry for my harsh entry but I really need to let out all my steam. Sibuay Tai Ji Quan.

Today I am supposed to look for a new job, but I just felt so lazy to do so. Hopefully I will do so tomorrow. Serena, stop procastinating. U nid to learn to relax and get out of sxxxholes!

Will tomorrow be a better day?

Felt like blogging an entry before I sleep.

Updates!

Finally went to O Cha Cha as recommended, to try out the green tea that sounded heavenly. =)

I tried Minty Freezie. Love the taste of mint.Not bad! I quite like it. =)

Terriyaki Chicken Somen, they call it. But it's cold dish.. Nice, but I prefer something hot. Overall, not a bad place to relax urself. Many people seen serving the net there. Can go try =)

Juz now, felt like a nuisance, a pest. "Invisible" is the word. I am not a toy, find me when u need me, throw me aside when u dun.

Very unsatisfied now wif my life. Finally tomorrow I can take a good break.

Shocked at my frien's msn nick. Hope he recovers from his sickness soon.

Shockingly, a frien who I din talk to for very long, suddenly msned me, asking me to play audi wif him. One ting I can conclude, dun waste ur life away.

Noting much to update. Hope tomorrow's a better day.

Felt like trying O Cha Cha.

Have you ever reached a point where you just felt you couldnt do aniting right at all? Have you ever reached a point where you felt like giving up everything and even yourself?

That is exactly how I feel right now.

Repeating cycle, same stuff, same things. I cant be truthful. I cant lie either. Then can someone teach me what I should say or do? I have fallen into a hole, so deep and dark I cant see myself. The rope is alwiz breaking. It isnt strong enough. Or, perhaps I wasnt determined enough.

I cant please everyone, or rather the people I wana please.

Pretended I din c. Tried changing topics. Acted ignorant. Yet, I find it so hard to run away from the topic which is brought up again and again. Felt the urge to make a white lie, but I told myself I shouldnt. Predicted Results.

Even my stomach is starting to reject food. Two days in a row, I ate little. Even my stomach is rebelling against me. I deserved it. I should have known. I just carved a road of darkness for me yet again. Smiling when I am not, is just not my cup of tea.

Felt like trying out O Cha Cha. It sounded heavenly. Probably I should go try it soon, then I would be able to feel the beauty of life.

Drive away the dark clouds soon. I cant take it animore.

=)

Finally the tired muscles can smile. Rainbow after the cloudy days =) The rain is finally over and the sun is out. Physically tired now though contented at heart.

Okay, need to chiong my work le. ^^

...

Yesterday, my assistant manager asked me to do a personality test to see my attitude towards work and my characteristics. She calculated the points and the result I got was : Perfectionist
I felt the results were very true. She said she was once a perfectionist too. But now she is changed. She felt that being a perfectionist would onli make our lives more miserable, because we will be paying attention to every single detail, dun wan to make mistakes, wan everything neat, tidy and proper, which means lots of effort and time spent on it. Many of my colleagues could tell that I belong to the perfectionist class, from the wae I do my work..

Basically, it said that I am systematic, extremely conscientious and diligent in work that requires accuracy and details. I need to know what is expected of me and the time requirements. Will take risk only when I have the facts that I can interpret and use to draw conclusions.
Strengths: Competent, cautious, stable, conscientious, accurate, careful
My motivation is to produce quality and correct work.
Fears criticism and when under pressure, becomes overly critical of self and others.
This is all so like me. Damn accurate.

Lots of taxi fares to claim due to lots and lots of ot. Funny ting is, my work is still incomplete. Haiz.

Letter of pay increment today. HAHA. Freaking S$50 increment. zzzzz..after all the hard work, everyone gets a freaking S$50 increment. Forget it. I am totally sick and tired of this work, this life and everything. Why isit so hard to learn to relax and enjoy life??? That is wad I really wish so much to do right now!

My wishes right now is to know the right people, get the right job that I would be happy with, basically be contented with my life. When can I ever achieve that?

Transformers II

Today. I finally caught Transformers (II).

To be honest, it wasnt as brilliant as I expected it to be. If I were to compare, I would prefer part I. I guess the scenes were too messy and left me confused. Though, thumbs up to the sound effect and high packed actions. It was a good movie overall, but it wasnt that great that I would rate it full marks. Probably a 7.5/10 show. However, that icecream car was cute. Heh. And not forgetting my favourite BEE. Till date, it is still a hot and highly demanded show. Since it's release on 24th June, the cinemas in Singapore were always packed with people. Today is oredi 5th July, and I had expected the demand to die down. Till date, it had still been quite a hit. We watched at J8 and we were sitting at the 6th row from the screen. Din personally liked the seats. Uncomfortable.

It's early morning into Sunday and I am still awake. Mayb I should go get some sleep soon. Nites~

If only..

Frustrated at work these days.. No mood to do aniting after work today.. why should I slog like mad? I am tired physically and mentally..when will I ever get a break?

This morning, I received an sms. Contradicting feelings..Should I feel delighted or disappointed? Why wasnt it you who told me the contents in the sms?

Friday is here tomorrow finally. Is it a good thing or a bad thing?

If only..I could step into a time machine, and set things rite.
If only..if only that could be done..probably I wun feel the way I am feeling now..
If only....

Tired!

Bought these cakes the other day to celebrate little Dazey's 16th brithday. Finally today we ate them, while walking our beloveds =) Walking them is going to become a daily routine for the 4 of us.

Look who's sitting there? Aint he cute? He is an invited guest! Lol!

The guest, mr Pipi, starting to appear a little grouchy and grumpy.

"Invite me, but where is my FOOD!!" hehe.

My darling Pipi x333 Dun u juz feel like hugging him???

Distance Friends. oO

Cute little Ms Bibi. I like fotos taken of her from this angle.

Notti Pipi seems to be extremely attracted to Char, who proudly self proclaimed that she did not know she looks beautiful in the dog's world as well, loves to do this action and ONLY ON HER. LOL! I was running with Bibi, but when Ms Char started giving that hilarious laughter, Pipi turned his head, looked at her, and the next moment, he was pulling me towards her. And tata, notti Pipi stood up on his legs and did this action on Char. LOL. And it happened many times but I finally managed to get a close up foto of the action in progress LOL.

OT OT and more OT! I am dead beat!. DATELINES SEEM NEVERENDING!

I need to have my much needed sleep already. And today's the 2nd day..I am missing dear.

Happy makes my day =)

All thanks to the peserverance of my sisters, beloved Happy came home yesterday! =) Long story but, aniwae, as long as Happy is back, I am happy, we are happy! My father still doesnt noe Happy is back. Haha. Happy had to be stopped from barking and from seeing Bibi, otherwise he would bark non stop and that would wake my dad up.

Just came up from a walk downstairs with Bibi and Pipi. They had to walk some distance apart, or else, Pipi would bark. He is a jealous dog with human characteristics! I found myself slowly growing slightly attached to Bibi..but soon..she would be leaving our house.. =( Wish we could keep both.. Fotos above of the 2 little stars =)

The moment Pipi came home, he just lay on the floor, sleeping. He is so exhausted. He has grown fat since the last time we bade goodbye to him.. it's time to get his figure back! Lol.

It's really time to end my blog entry as I nid my sleep badly! Super tired! Tomorrow is yet another crazy day. The thought of Happy makes me wanna come home as early as possible. The past habits of saying hello when I am home, and saying goodbye when I leave for work are here to stay again!

Alright! Got to go! GOODNITE PEEPS! =)

Unhappy.

After reading it, I just laughed silently to myself. How predictable people can be.. lols. A pity we just repel, or Char's suggestion would have worked out damn fine.

Unhappy. Ignorance is really bliss at times. Taking urself seriously can be stressful. Probably it's time to start taking tings easy.

I love my weekends, my sissies and dear =)

Played Ragnarok Online a while yesterday. Hadnt been playing RO for quite some time, tink about 2-3 yrs oredi. Missed killing some of the MVPs there. hehe. Especially my favourite MVP. Eggrya (Duno how to spell *lol*) You are missed! Hand me that smoking pipe of yours! Wana smoke my worries away! hoho. I like that MVP cuz he looks cute. Haha. *Tiger footskin!*

Ate vegetarian food juz now wif YJ, family and relatives for dinner. It was a rather quick Fathers Day dinner. They talked about the usual stuffs, the economy, life and blahblah, everytime they meet, and this time, I heard my father at the other table talking about H1N1! Faints. Had gone Far East Plaza to shop for birthday prezzies. Was at a loss as to what to buy! Was there with the intention to buy Dazey's birthday prezzie, ended up I caught sight of a handbag which I then bought, as my mother's birthday prezzie. Aniwae my mum's birthday is a few days after Dazey's but I am itching to show her the prezzie and to c her reaction. :D As for Dazey, I couldnt decide wad to get her. Ended up I spent quite a while picking some earrings and necklace for her before we rushed off to the dinner.

After the dinner, me, YJ, char and Dazey decided to go Ang Mo Kio Hub to catch a movie! The rest of the family members went home in my dad's car, while 4 of us took a bus down to Ang Mo Kio Hub. (: Then went for a bit of window shopping, and after that while deciding which show to catch, (a toss between "Drag me to hell" and "Land Of the Lost"), Char received a call from her frien. Hohoho. Happy is coming home. Very soon! :) May the hauntings stop soon. hoho. *Grins* Finally, decided to catch the latter, "LOTL" =) Burnt a hole in pocket from my spendings today as well as treating them to the movie. Rawr.

LAND OF THE LOST : Lame but funny! Action packed! Lol. Love that crabbie, that dino and that mosquito. HAHAHA. They cracked me up! But kinda irritated with those green stuffs. Other than that, quite entertaining the show.

Enjoyed my night out wif both my sisters. Love them to bits. Love YJ too. Tomorrow back to work. =( Wkends are alwiz over so fast!

I HATE EVERYTHING!

Tell me what I should do! Someone juz tell me!

And, referring to your blog entry, do you tink I have the luxury of time like u all, to go tink and help out in that matter?? If onli we can switch places, I will gladly swop with you! I din say I wun help out in the rental, I onli said if its not that big an amount, I still can help, but if it costs alot, how am I to help? I have to save up as you know. And, seriously I really felt it is a waste of money to juz for that reason. Who will have the luxury of time to keep making trips down? Its juz not practical! And yes, as you say, it seems though, to be the best and last resort. Let me c how much I nid to fork out and I will decide. Please understand that I have other commitments as well. And about the other matters, dun you just agree with me??? Its damn smelly and it should be flushed down instead. Tell me next time wad u dun agree wif or wad u r unhappi about.

Freaking pissed off with so many tings and my whole mind is so occupied with so many endless stuffs. I hate myself, my life, and everyting!!! Everyting juz sux!

Weekends are over so fast!

This weekend, I just wanted to enjoy myself so I did not bring home any work to do though next week will be yet another crazy week for me again. The thought of resigning crosses my mind more and more often these days. Often these days I find myself working more than the required number of hours and this could go on for days continuously. Going home late and falling asleep as soon as I lie on the bed. Waking up and dragging my feet to work has been a daily routine. How about my studies? I just simply did not have the energy after work to read up on my textbooks and notes. Boss said he would re allocate the jobs as my datelines clash but yet, when I asked him last Friday, I was disappointed that he said it wun be anitime soon since he hasnt reallocated the jobs. He just doesnt understand the amount of time required on each client as he doesnt need to hands on on the work. Tinking of handing in my resignation letter soon, but then again, how sure am I of being able to find another job to replace?

Weekends was fun! But its gonna be over soon...

Yesterday spent a great day at Escape Theme Park wif YJ. Though the rides were limited, we still enjoyed ourselves. :) My personal favourite was the "Flyer" and we sat on it about 3 times! Heheh. It was a ride were we sat on "teacups" that went spinning up and down in fast speeds. First time I was kinda afraid but the 2nd time we sat in it, I just couldnt stop laughing! Lol! Cuz as there were many people queuing up for this ride, everyone was supposed to sit in the teacup in groups of 2 pairs. So a teacup would have 4 people in it. Me and YJ sat at one side while a boy and a girl sat on the other side. The guy was hilarious. He was afraid of sitting in the teacup and the girl kept teasing him. Finally the ride started and the guy was like so afraid can! He closed his eyes and kept screaming "Omg omg omg!" And haha, like the 1st ride, we were stuck right on top. The ride reversed and again, we were stuck on top again and the guy was heard asking the girl," why are we always on the top??!! aggghhhh!! " Then finally when everyone thought the ride was over, because the normal ride has only 2 rounds, the guy went, "phew! Finally. Thank god its over". Then suddenly to everyone's surprise, the teacup spinned again and I just felt like laughing at his reaction. It was damn funny as he exclaimed again, "omg! wtf@@!!" LOL. HILARIOUS.

The stupid pirate ship really made me scream. Damn high and I just wanted to get off it as soon as possible! YJ kept comforting me before the ride not to worry because he will be beside me and damn did he make mi more nervous only! Instead of comforting me, when the ride started, he gave that evil laughter and screamed too which only made me even more nervous =.=

As for the boat ride, he asked me if I wanted to sit infront or the back. Tinking that infront was more scary, I told him I wana sit at the back. At least, he would be able to block most of the water when the boat plunges down. And god was I damn wrong! When the boat plunged down, guess wad YJ did?? He lowered his head and wth! A huge splash of water poured onto me and I was totally wet and all he did was turn his head and laughed at me for being so wet! Grrrr.

Today went to Ikea and Courts to get an idea of what we wanted to get for our future house. More like window shopping and looking at the prices. =)

Totally at a loss when it comes to Happy. The look of him now really pains me. Where has the adorable little Happy gone to? When I compared fotos of him in the past and currently, I just teared uncontrollably. Couldnt believe there are such ugly hearts around in the world right now. Instead of taking care of Happy, they did not even give a damn to Happy. Now his fur is long, untidy and unsightly. His eyes are barely able to be seen. Even the necessary grooming fees they refused to pay. Talking about them really pulls my mood down. Tinking they would be able to be good owners to Happy, we were just so wrong. Wana get Happy back but how are we to do that?? Offer them money?? I feel so unjust to give them free money just like this because they clearly did not deserve it. And morever, if that was our last resort, would they give Happy back to us? They make me feel like they noe that Happy means much to us, so they can use Happy to get more out of us. Tinking of waes to get Happy out of that house, but how can we do so? Helpless is all I can say. Every plan doesnt seem to be workable.

Monday is here again. Dreads.

4D magix rox! =)

Dinos have invaded Dhoby Ghaut! Watch out human beings! hehe.

Okay I am being boliao here cuz I dun really have anything in mind to blog about.

That day, I brought my parents and my sissy to the restaurant at Hotel Royal Queens to taste the food there. The food is expensive but I love their sharks fin. Yummy! Hope they enjoyed the meal. =)

Yesterday was a Saturday but I kept worrying about the unfinished work, so I went back to office to bring back those stuff that I can bring back to do, but until now I still havent started on any. Lol. Felt very tired as I had ot-ed 3 nights straight till 10 + in the office. Still have more crazy days to come! =(

Aniwae, cuz of work, I hadnt have much time or energy to blog the past few days and so I am here to revive my blog juz in case anione complain it's dead! Hadnt really wanted to blog too because of one reason. If I hadnt given you this bloglink, kindly keep out. Thanks.

Friends have been asking if I had stopped playing audi. I do pop by once in a while but I dun play unless close friens are online. Life had been too hectic for me these days and I hadnt really the time to play audi, also now there isnt much meaning oredi. So if you hadnt seen me in audi, you may be able to find me in msn if you are lucky =) I still online msn everyday at least for a while to check out on friends =)

Today went to Sentosa. Went to the new Imbiah station. Got new attraction - the 4D magix and extreme log ride. 4D is juz so cool. My 1st encounter wif 4D was in Australia, so I kinda noe wad to expect. But nevertheless, the 4D show was great! Extreme log ride was soso, but still enjoyable. =)

Change of Rom plans. It wun be this Sept animore.

Alright I shall stop here and blog another day. Emphub muz continue its service, so operator kindly take good care of urself. Lol.