THEY are gone....

While waiting for the stamina in Fish A Fish to replenish, I shall jot down some rubbish here first. Lol. Today wanted to satisfy my craving for MARKS and SPENCERS cookies and Candy Empire's sweets, so VIVO I went! Cuz got both my favourite shops there, M&S and Candy Empire! Woots!

Going to Vivo brought back some memories. But behind those memories, sad to say, is a fullstop, sealed tight, never to be continued. Haiz. Kinda miss those times sitting there by the sea, facing Sentosa, chatting our hearts out and her capturing the evening sky there and using her lappy to blog. Those were the days. Long gone. Since months ago. I cant help but guess, frienship can relli be brittle. If we were still friends, probably she would be planning these few days, where and when to mit up, to celebrate my bdae. Still remembered last year, when she waited for me at my office lobby wif a rose in her hands. Remembered the efforts she put in to mit BBQ at his office just to get him to write some ting on the birthday card, and then presenting him as a surprise guest for the dinner.

Vivo oso reminded me of luvy. Hadnt met up wif him for quite some time. The lamest person I have ever known, but never failing to cheer mi up wif his lamest ever jokes. Hope to mit up with him soon...

BBQ has been busy working. Hadnt caught up wif him, other than at times we saw each other in Audi. Wonder how is him? Wonder how is everyone?

This year, I guess it would be different. They are gone. They who celebrated my bdae wif me for 3 years. I procrastinated. Somehow I still hope for something. Or probably, I am used to them being around me during special ocassions especially. A habit. A wish. A hope.

And on the train to YJ's house today, saw Jansen, but he duno got see me a not. Omg. Lol. Brought back poly memories. I miss those poly days. Haha. Poly was fun.. (: Memories that stay....forever...